people other than heather may not want to read this but whatevers..
lil sis,
im giving you fair warning that this might not make ney sense to neyone else besides you and will be extremly long.
i love you with everything that i have and it really and honestly sux that im gonna have to loose my buddy that i can just walk right up to subway, dairy queen or even mcdonals -and yes loose my shoe again-but this doesnt mean that i will EVER EVER forget you!! you understand me more than neyone can or EVER will. your the sister that i never had..you are the one that i can sit and just look at and know somethings wrong hell even notice somethings wrong with the way that i type, i dont even know where to start heather...we have known eachother for so damn long and ever since the first day i met you when i was in 7th grade i knew there was something about you that i was missing and we found that out on the day we saw the pictures from kindergarden...we were meant to be best friends forever or else there is no other way to explain why i moved a block away from you over 6 years later and realize that ive known you for my whole life..you mean everything and neything to me. when i see that your hurting i cant do neything else but cry and want to take that pain away from you...at sometimes it feels as if you are a part of me.ive never been able to not tell you a single thing becuz everytime i look at you it feels like im lieing to myself..ive shared every dark secret and or thought with you that i have ever had and you totally understand me like the bak of my hand..like we use to say i am the only one that could write a biography on your life and the same with you for me. i cant describe how much its gonna hurt to see you leave but all i kno is that i will be here for you until im old and crimpled and cant even walk up to the corner store with you to go get ice cream lol..your home is the only place that i have ever been able to run to when i want to get away from my problems and actually feel safe and secure..your mother has also helped me threw thick and thin with everything that i have ever asked her for. i thank you and her for that. you guys have made me stronger and the person that i am today. you were there for me threw everything that i could ever imagine..your friendship means more to me than neything in this word..its simply priceless..i will never let neything that we have together change or the circumstances that we are under now ruin the wonderful friendship that we have. everyone knowz that you are the only person that knowz me fully even with all the best friends i have. no one can ever compare to you..everything from our stupid ass adventures to the most important trips we have ever taken mean sooo much to me. i have never said this enough but i love you with all of my heart and NOTHING will EVER change that. i cant loose you without loosing a part of myself. i seriously wonder sometimes how we have made it this far with alot of the bullshit we have been threw but than i realize that our friendship and love for the other is stronger than neything. we can stop talking for a few days, not see eachother whatever and the next time the fone call rings and its you and or we hang out it seems like those days didnt even happen. we pick up right where we left off. i love you soo much heather and nothing can compare to that..i will alwayz be here for you and i will NEVER leave your side. whenever you need that boney shoulder to cry on or those stupid kissies that alwayz make you smile you kno that im just a fone call away..this distance that will be put between us i SWEAR will not last long, or ruin our friendship!!!!..i think this letter is long enough and it still doesnt sum up everything i feel for you but for your sake and your slow ass computer -lol- im gonna stop now. but just remember that im ALWAYZ HERE FOR YOU!!!!!!
<33 alwayz and forever,
airrie