buried deep under the water

[cyanidecupkake]

well, you've managed to do it.  both of you.  make my life a living hell. 
i just want to say go away.  i hate you.  i hate what you are doing to me and i hate what you are making me become.  i can't even wait until the day i graduate.  i won't have to deal with two forty year olds acting like children.  stupid drama.  i thought my life was bad

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[tattapprentice]

You don't want to end up numb. I was numb for a long while on a batch on antidepressants that didn't fit me, and it felt wrong. Like seriously, inexplicably wrong, and I wanted to panic about it but I couldn't because everything was just numb and nothingness.

Have you tried telling your parents to basically STFU and stop acting like children? Or maybe try telling them that you're under enough stress with college as it is, and you don't want to come home to be a sounding board for their every little moan about one another?

They can't correct their behaviour unless they know it's bugging you in the first place, so I'd suggest telling them that out straight. "I love talking to you, but I can't cope with being your agony aunt. Please leave out the negativity." Something that simple should be enough, and maybe they'll stop driving you crazy in the interim.

Good luck!

[all_the_mimsy]

*hug* I'm so sorry to hear that :( I hope things get better for you.