Completely confused...I'll just leave it at that...

God Im so irritated. I need a new michanic that actually gives a shit about what they do. Im sick of this shit. Every time theres something wrong with my car I call the shop and they act like Im bugging them and its a huge burden for them to even look at my car. I mean its their god damn job. Not to mention all the times I kept bringing it back to ( Read more... )

YEY! Today was my last day of classes for the semester. Im now on winter break, thank god.Im just about sure I failed studio tho. Im praying for a c+. We'll see what happens. But I got a B- in my kitchen class lol. Im just glad its over with for a while. Im gonna enjoy my winter break for a while and then hopefully I find a job before I run out of ( Read more... )

You walk into the room and I have no idea what to feel. I look at you and remember. Alot of time has passed, but I still remember. I miss you, then my stomach turns. At the same time you disgust me. This aura about you, like I did something wrong. I type it down here because I cant stomach the words to tell you myself. To think of who; how you use ( Read more... )

Im friggen bored

So Yea, I went into work today and my manager was bitching again and I had enough. I told her tonight was either my last night or she could take it as my two weeks notice, but either way I quit. Im gonna miss alot of the residents, but I just couldnt take all the bullshit any more. Its a little far to be driving in the winter anyways and I'll have ( Read more... )

So I relized the other day that this is the longest Ive been single in a long time. Its weird. It gets kinda lonely sometimes, but I have so many mixed feelings about it. I guess Im better off. It always ends badly for me any ways. They either cheat on me, or leave me for someone else. Besides the stress of school n work, I dont have to deal with ( Read more... )

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So yea. The cabin I watched my family build when I was 5 years old burnt to the ground friday nite. Its been in the family 16 years. I spend almost every summer there as a kid. It was one of my faveriote places. We were just there this summer. The bomb fire party no one could come to. Well at least I got to spend one last weekend there. I cant ( Read more... )

Hazed and in a daze
Time on wings
Falling feathers
Twisted
Distorted
Slip into the dust
Leave a mark
Dreaming
Then its slipped away
Fuzzy feeling
On numb fingertips
Its so cold
Flood water rush
Lungs collapsing
Reaching toward
Purple clouds
Sky bleeding