That drive felt like it took forever! But Aubrey and I got to The Birthday Massacre just on time. Traffic got kinda built up on the way there, it sucked. I started to wonder if we were going to miss them. It was a great show, and the drive there was really fun for the most part. Its been FOREVER sence Aubrey and I did something together. We had ( Read more... )

well last nite was fun lol. Went to Club Diablo with a few friends n had some drinks and danced lol. I was feelin pretty good lol I just wish I didnt pass out so soon when we all got back to Nates house lol. Matt passed out after I did and Nate and Nick took his shorts off and wrote all over him with sharpie and left him passed out in his boxers ( Read more... )

hey look at that, Ive got a user pic lol. Took me long enough, I was just bein lazy. Well I payed my car insurance yesterday. No late fee. But I woke up today and had a parking ticket and a ticket for my registration being expired. Sux. I have to pay $30 for my parking ticket, $35 for my regristration ticket, and I have to pay my dad back the $73 ( Read more... )

Yea I havent relly been one for updates lately. Not much is too new tho. Today is the 4th and so far it sux. I dont even think Im gonna see the fireworks this year. Not really into the "holiday". I hung out with kelly for the first time in forever sunday. It was pretty cool, we rule cuz we played war lol. I really missed hangin out with her and ( Read more... )

Some things are better written down on paper...

Made it on the accademic prpbation list. go me

Ive felt like complete shit lately and it feels like everyones blowin me off lately. I hate this shit.

see threw like a window pain
and the blood flows cold
knawing at my insides
I scream untill my lungs collapse
Then a crack,
I break threw the middle
falling in peices to the floor
Falling in peices
Blood on the floor...

God I dont know what to do. I make shit at work, but I gotta move out. I cant take it living here with my brother and father any more. My brothers a fuckin asshole. He treats me like shit. He disrespects me and my dad and thinks he can do whatever he wants. Everything I say to him turns into an arguement. I'm sick of cleaning up after my brother ( Read more... )

God I just really cant be here any more. Im so sick of this bullshit. I knew shit was gonna get like this once my mom moved out. My dads constantly on my ass about something. every time I fuckin turn around. Nothing is ever enough for him. He'd be happy If I didnt go anywhere and didnt do anything but sit at home and clean the house. Im not his ( Read more... )