Wow...I have the best fuckin luck in the entire world. This month is fucking amazing so far. really. First I get dumped. Then my friend Ryan gets stabed by some 30 year old drunk guy who was fighting my brother and brett. He was rushed to the hospital. Probably wouldnt have heppened if they didnt walk my drunk ass home. Yea. So i had an appointment ( Read more... )

Why is is shit never works out the way I want it to?

::Blank stair:: I dunno things have been very back and forth lately. Lots of ups and downs. I never know whats goin on any more. Im really itching for school to let us free for spring break...2 days left. But the stress of that will finally be over may 12th. That'll be one less bump in this roller coaster...

well I went to wonder the school till my psych class started and one of my instructors who was at the presentation, saw me and took me to the side. We went down to her office and she made me feel alot better about everthing. I dont think im going to be giving up after all.

Well todays a new day. I'm still feeling discouraged, but im feeling a little better then last nite. Well im not crying at least. Im at school now and I just got done talking to my friend erica about everything and I feel a little bit better. Im still not sure if this is still what I really want to do, but im not jumping on droping out right now. ( Read more... )

I just dont see why I should even bother any more. I have so much going threw my head rite now. I have no clue where to start. I guess I'll start with what set it off I guess today. I've been working on this project for the past 3 weeks. I got it done and was pretty happy with it. I mean of course it could be better, all projects could be. I get to ( Read more... )

yea so It's st. patty's day lol. Drinkin with a few friends lol. Not too much diffrent, same old. Cant wait till spring break! I have so much planed. Trip to florida to visit, and road trips with Nikki lol. Nikki and I are going to a gallerie opening next friday. Its a formal...this is going to be interesting, me at a formal ahaha. Yea Im gonna ( Read more... )

yea past few days have been pretty sucky. In an all together bad mood about everything. Pluse I'm getting so many hours at work and having to deal with school. Im tired. V-day sucked. Crashed my truck (not too much damage), riped the skin off my finger, had to work with this complete bitch at work whos making my life a living hell, and then skiped ( Read more... )

Cant avoid life,cant avoid myself

Well my weekend got better. Last nite was a really good nite. :-)