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[cyanna]

Such intense anxiety today. When my mind is clouded over in darkness like this it's almost impossible to tell myself rationally that life won't always be this way. I'm just so scared and groundless without a place to live or a job or any direction. I feel really isolated from both Nova Scotia and Baltimore at this point. Need to get a grip and

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[joanbiased]

what can I say but to entreat you again to visit the lovely midwestern hub that is Urbana-Champaign, Illinois. Nothing like being surrounded by an ocean of corn stalks to mellow you out. xoxo

[cyanna]

:) Have classes started yet? How's it going out there???

I would like to visit. Half of me thinks I should just leave Baltimore right now since it's not working for me here, but the thought of uprooting again is also stressful and exhausting. And it's nice getting to see Julie, Beth and Abby again!