My Existentialism. My epiphany. My Zen.

[cyanotok]

I have just spent the past few hours coming to a new understanding of God... and it fills me with such joy... yet at the same time... it has furthered my belief that an Existentialist and Zen path, one that chooses to live more in the moment than in a past that I cannot change and a future that may never come, is my own path

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[2thetouch]

pssst.. guess who :)

how are you??

[cyanotok]

Freakin' AWESOME. I'm spending this week with my two little brothers, then next week, I'm flying up to New York for a 3-day, 3-night, all-expense paid trip with this amazing girl I just met 2 months ago but is already... wonderful. :-)

How are you?!

-Eric

[2thetouch]

new york with an amazing girl? sounds like a *great* time :) have fun

i've been okay.. getting ready for college and a 5 hr distance relationship with a guy i've been dating for 6 months now.. i'm hopeful things last.. kinda scared.

have fun with your family, and it's great to hear from you.. it's been tooooo long!

[cyanotok]

Oh yeah, it will be. I've stocked more condoms than is natural for two people to use. But hey, it's New York! :-)

I was in that exact situation coming out of high school. I'll have to tell you about it sometime. It's... interesting, to say the least. Where are you going to college, anyways?

I always have fun! You do it, too!