never again will i allow myself to get so involved in someone.

i miss that girl. more than anything. someone tell me this heartache will end soon. ive lost my best friend.

i still hurt.

my life weighs a god damn ton.

I'm gonna make you, if you don't love me ( Read more... )

blow after blow.

i cant eat or sleep.

i want to die. . . i am horrible. i am nothing now.

sometimes i feel im being lied to.
but ill trust you, and make these doubts disappear.

REMEMBER WHWEN THAT [EROSN SAID THEY WERE GOIMNGT O DCALL THE COPS BECAUSE WE WERE FEEDING THE GEESE BREDAD. SCAUSE I REMEMVBER. THAT TIME.

sober, aB=AsSSANWICHRDRDES ARE GOODL.

nonsense.

so many things to do. and right now i feel overwhelmed. maybe i just need to poo.

haha.