i am who i am

p.s. Yea, I know what Drew meant about me changing after first semester of college. I was such a self-contrived piece of shit on here back in the day. I guess I'll try to attribute that to uhm...stupidities of youth? Okay, so its just stupidity, and I haven't lost much of that since, lol

How many fucking times have to returned to this thing over the space of like 10 months? Needless to say, its probably good if no one expects me to stick around. I seem to have a habit of doing so. God, I'm just on a nostalgic kick of high school memories, even though I hated that place. How do people survive it? I think I've managed to block a ( Read more... )

Holy shit in a...uhm...easter basket. What the hell is with all the old fighting? Uhm, hey iBrad and melissa, I'm sorry I was ever such a prick to either of you. Christ...to think that all of that was once something to rant about....oy man, just strange. I hated high school years...

Well, what to say...I guess I'm sort of caving in on this whole online journal thing, just because I'm so damn bored of sitting around doing nothing with hardly anyone to talk to. lol. Break is always a bit dull. Yeah, uhm...i forget the last time i used this thing. But yea, i'm a senior at LHU now, got enough credits to be classified as one, ( Read more... )

If you do, I'm pleasantly shocked. In any case, uhm...I stumbled here because I was looking for another weblog for a potentionally masochistic woman who is apparently bothering a relative...cute, eh? Anyways, what's up all? Yeah, I'm still here...haven't used cyberblade for a name in god knows how long. Anyways, just bought a new guitar. ( Read more... )

I'm so bored, so that's why I'll write. Don't really know what to say, but has that ever really mattered? The band trip was last week. Went to Boston, and it was fun. Saw the Boston Pops, and the Blue Man Group (fuck I felt bad that night and the music almost made me pass out. Maybe it was just that, but it was the equivalent to vocal torture ( Read more... )

Today was so damn...pointless. I think I'm gonna stay up till midnight or so just because I can. I want to go to sleep, but I know I can't because i have too much other stuff to do for tomorrow. Only 3 more weeks of school, then summer will be here and I'll be able to relax. Come on people, post some damn comments, i don't like talkin to myself ( Read more... )

Appear to have lost my damn ring too. How nice. Well, there goes some more wasted money.

isn't it great to be stuffed till you feel like you're gonna explode...well...maybe not...