The afterthought
I'm in a horrible state and as I've said, I doubt many people could get into my head about what I'm going through, will I'll at least give an explanation of what is really happening.
I honestly feel I'm in a different world to most people now, I'm virtually immune and could not give a shit about drama and I'm insanely motivated and very hard working, only Josh and Kerry Anne locally stick out as my close friends who are sticking out in terms of their workloads and motivations that I feel would have a close understanding of my world and only two people outside the country could probably directly relate to my dramas.
I make dreads and while people see this is as a simple service I provide, what many people realise is that my efforts into this are way beyond anyone in Perth as arrogant as that sounds in both time and money. I could go on forever and it would be merely ego stroking if I honestly said why but in short I honestly it has taken insane amounts of work and going to crazy lengths to improve the business that others would never consider. I'm also heavily contribute this greatly to Chrissie in America, a very special person who has helped and mentored me and her great experience and success in the field has meant her advice has been invaluable.
Getting back to the above paragraph, next semester will do absolute wonders, I will be meeting with like minded people who put in similar efforts, dedications and risks or wish to do the same with their own businesses in their own fields when I start entrepreneurship next semester, right now it's definitely a bit hard to relate to many people in this sense at the moment.
I've got to goal of getting somewhere in accounting and many people simply think the degree is as simple as a key to opening the door to a job at an accounting firm. I don't care how many people think I will easily get work, it's insanely bloody competitive, accounting is the 'easy' high paying jobs, plenty of roles, only 3 years to study for and it's a lot easier then many other similar paying roles in comparison to pharmacy and chemistry for example. So of course I'll pass, I can easily get 50% but like with TEE, the goal isn't to pass, it's to get the top marks and even to myself they don't come easy.
I'm also trying my god damn hardest to re-instate friendships and I miss so many of my friends and rarely get chances to hang out with them, it's becoming a nightmare to find time for all of them and slowly I'm slipping away, on a positive note however, Hairlucination has meant I have met plenty of awesome new people and I look forward to engaging with a fair few of these new people, since obviously these people really care about what I do.
There's also Milleh, Milleh has been the most amazing thing throughout it all, despite all the abuse I've thrown at her, she's stuck by me and done an amazing amount to make sure we still remain together, it's 10 months soon but it sure has seemed like the easiest 10 months to get to and I pretty sure the next 10 will be the same.
I'm also thinking about taking another 'holiday' to Singapore, although it's quite likely it might be a business trip in the end. At least for tax purposes.....
Really crapped on and I could keep going if I really wanted to but I think it will be enough for now.
I honestly feel I'm in a different world to most people now, I'm virtually immune and could not give a shit about drama and I'm insanely motivated and very hard working, only Josh and Kerry Anne locally stick out as my close friends who are sticking out in terms of their workloads and motivations that I feel would have a close understanding of my world and only two people outside the country could probably directly relate to my dramas.
I make dreads and while people see this is as a simple service I provide, what many people realise is that my efforts into this are way beyond anyone in Perth as arrogant as that sounds in both time and money. I could go on forever and it would be merely ego stroking if I honestly said why but in short I honestly it has taken insane amounts of work and going to crazy lengths to improve the business that others would never consider. I'm also heavily contribute this greatly to Chrissie in America, a very special person who has helped and mentored me and her great experience and success in the field has meant her advice has been invaluable.
Getting back to the above paragraph, next semester will do absolute wonders, I will be meeting with like minded people who put in similar efforts, dedications and risks or wish to do the same with their own businesses in their own fields when I start entrepreneurship next semester, right now it's definitely a bit hard to relate to many people in this sense at the moment.
I've got to goal of getting somewhere in accounting and many people simply think the degree is as simple as a key to opening the door to a job at an accounting firm. I don't care how many people think I will easily get work, it's insanely bloody competitive, accounting is the 'easy' high paying jobs, plenty of roles, only 3 years to study for and it's a lot easier then many other similar paying roles in comparison to pharmacy and chemistry for example. So of course I'll pass, I can easily get 50% but like with TEE, the goal isn't to pass, it's to get the top marks and even to myself they don't come easy.
I'm also trying my god damn hardest to re-instate friendships and I miss so many of my friends and rarely get chances to hang out with them, it's becoming a nightmare to find time for all of them and slowly I'm slipping away, on a positive note however, Hairlucination has meant I have met plenty of awesome new people and I look forward to engaging with a fair few of these new people, since obviously these people really care about what I do.
There's also Milleh, Milleh has been the most amazing thing throughout it all, despite all the abuse I've thrown at her, she's stuck by me and done an amazing amount to make sure we still remain together, it's 10 months soon but it sure has seemed like the easiest 10 months to get to and I pretty sure the next 10 will be the same.
I'm also thinking about taking another 'holiday' to Singapore, although it's quite likely it might be a business trip in the end. At least for tax purposes.....
Really crapped on and I could keep going if I really wanted to but I think it will be enough for now.