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I'm working too hard and nothing happens
It was a vivid memory of mine.
I was only 25 years old and I was employed by a European company to be their ImPex staff.
That time I was told to monitor a shipment which was meant for personal use by the CEO.
I don't know why I was not able to perform my best but during the time the item was shipped out of the US, the CEO kept asking me where his item ( Read more... ) -
ALONE
Its just sad that I only have online friends.
Don't get me wrong but I am happy to have online friends because atleast I get to talk to people beyond my real life. My online moots provided an escape from my chaotic RL.
However, when I get tired and I really want a real life friend, I can't find one. I went to this sheesh school thinking I still have ( Read more... ) -
Its just unfair...
I was really forward to a vacation this April... unfortunately I can't come because of work.
As much as I wanted to be absent... I can't.
The fvck this vocation... its not fun.
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Out of breath and will need to go on hiatus
Last weekend I got sick...
The same thing happened again this weekend...
My body needed rest but my mind kept reminding me of all the tasks I need to do. I just realize I need to catch up on everything at work and set my personal life aside.
Also, while planning for my lesson today, I tried recalling what made my work so hard... and realized post- ( Read more... ) -
When all will change, and hoping for good grace
Today was a forgetful day.I kept trying to ask cards decision is good
You may be going through a period of awakening. While this can be stressful, these changes can bring you a sense of feeling revitalized when it comes to your work. pic.twitter.com/kHe68C3GNk
- Vicky 💛💙 ビキ (@AlingVickyy) January 7, 2023
I think I have also seen a tweet in which ( Read more... ) -
Loosing memories... and keeping those new ones
My online discourse friend was great!
She kept sharing nice memories of IndieRyo and IdolRyo. Its nice to look back on those and be amazed at how consistent Ryo has been.
However, right now I feel angsty because I might have lost some of those good memories.
2 years I go I bought a serviced online cloud. I was desperate to have office tools hence ( Read more... ) -
Great re-realization
I dawned to me (again) that:
-I have no friends in RL
-I have plans to be alone
People seem to be concerned but am not.
Being with people is problematic...
Being alone give more space and freedom to be weird.
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Juvenile Justice and some thoughts
I have been seeing this Netflix show for months now. I kept myself from watching because I find it quite intense... true enough it did not disappoint.
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"The fear of the unknown..."
In an NGTV episode, Ryo and Jin were asked what was their greatest fear...
Ryo answered "the fear of the unknown..."
*as much as I would like to share the clip here... its NFC limited*
This blog was inspired by an NFC member's thoughts and my personal thoughts about life...
Anyways, here is the blog: https://note.com/_oyo_me_tan/n/n9c866d1f8ca8
I love ( Read more... )
