I did it so I wouldn't ruin our friendship.

I still think and dream about and want you all the time.

DeMorris is wonderful. I just can't wait for you anymore.

I dream about you all the time now.

This is getting a little too serious.

I need a distraction.
So serious.

I hope everyone is having an okay Thursday.
&&& Happy birthday, Chris!!!
I love you, boo!

I went swimming with my two favorite people yesterday

&&&

It was awesome!

Hooray for swimming!!!

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To be loved!
To be loved!
O what a feeling!

Not too sure if this is true.
But do know I do love you.
You big head fucka!!!

*Ramblings of the drunken and elated.*

Pork choppy mc mooch.

I work.
I get home.
I get drunk.
I get high.
I go to sleep.
I dream about Ben.
He tells me to stop.
I'm not sure if I can.
I need so much help that it's crazy.
Fuck.

I can't wait until tomorrow.
I get to see one of my favorite girls for her birthday.
Seeing her face will make everything all better.

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Friday follies, yeah?
I guess so.
Another Friday with Ben.
Strap on your hard hat.

go home go home go home go home go home go home!!!!!!!!

BLOODY FUCKING HELL FIRE, GO THE FUCK HOME ALREADY!!!!

Yesterday:
Hanging out with Carlos:12:00-1:30am
Sleep:2:00-6:23am
Walmart for an oil change:6:38-7:23am
Sleep some more:7:45-9:36am
Ass washing:9:45-10:30am
Sleep some more:10:32-1:30pm
Text from Carlos that woke me up:1:30
Call to Chris and a call from Ben:1:30-2:00pm
Fierce hair-do from 2:30-6:00pm
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