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[cycleannie]

i appear to still be here.

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[rockpoet]

hello, how is the world of the cat? Things seem so dizzy that I can't seem to read much, or write much. Like everything I do just seem so random.

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[cycleannie]

my world seems incredibly....well...normal...which is good.

sort of.

because normal can get so dull after awhile. but i'm coasting on this feeling and i'll try not to get off and fall down too soon.

maybe if you stopped spinning in circles before sitting down to type, you wouldn't feel so dizzy?

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[rockpoet]

What is normal. I can remember being a kid, and getting anxiety attacts. Praying to god to not let me be sick. Just to let me be normal. When really everything was normal, I just thought about things to much. Worried to much. What makes us feel trapped in unhappieness, of normal life? What is it that make us feel that everything will feel better if we find this great love?

I don't know Lost my thoughts.

Anyway, if I wasn't dizzy I might have to really stop and look at things, and do something. There where would I be?

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[cycleannie]

well i suppose nothing is really 'normal'. but i suppose at the moment i felt ok. like things were as they should be, and i shouldn't try and change them.

i think we're brought up to think we will or must find this great love, but honestly i'm not so sure it exists. i'd like to buy into the whole belief, but i think only some people can fall into that category, and somehow i never fit into that one.

so right now, though i might feel dull and at a loss for any excitement in my life, atleast nothing bad is happening, and for that i won't complain.

and where would you be? exactly where you stop spinning.. either standing, or lying on the ground watching the world go round.