...bad mood. thats how i was today. i dont know why. sorry about that. anyways. today i was supposed to hang out with meghan but i had to cut the grass. seriously, who cuts grass on weekdays? so i didnt and i was mad about that and she thought i was mad at  her, but i never could be. well josh came over and we skated some and he let me borrow " ( Read more... )

sitting here, im waiting for a cd to burn. today i hung out with josh and chauncey and chad beauter? no not him. just them two, but yea it was sweet. nothing else to talk about really.

hmm? well this weekend has been..ok. what have i done this weekend. meghan came over on thursday and we chilled at my house. i always have fun hanging out with her, no matter if im in a bad mood, she makes me so much happier than anything else. i heart her. friday i had work. nothing special. today i went to meghans house and me her and tricia hung ( Read more... )

LAST PERSON WHO....

Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: im not the crying type
Made you cry: i dont cry i said
Spent the night at your house: chauncey or josh
You shared a drink with: meghan
You went to the movies with: umm
You went to the mall with: josh and whitney
Yelled at you: my mom 
You kissed: meghan

HAVE YOU EVER....

Said "I love you" and meant it? ( Read more... )

im chilling at joshs at the moment. today me him and whitney went around va beach and to norfolk and checked out some places. we went to relative theory which is a sweet record store and chillied there for like an hour. we came home and just chilled mostly inside because of the rain. this spring break hasnt been the best ; the rain, the concert, ( Read more... )

overall, last night was ok. i didnt hear the first band, brazil, play because me and josh were in the bathroom. he got kicked out as i soon found out 5 minutes later when nick told me. so he stayed with me in the bathroom and in the outside area because i wasnt feeling my best. thanks nick. if he wouldnt have stayed i know i would have been kicked ( Read more... )

i made a mistake. i know what i did wrong and im so sorry for it. youll never know how sorry i am. i hate myself for it. i hate me, i hate everything i say wrong, i hate everything i say, i hate being out of place, i hate having to think about what i said all the time, i hate knowing that you hate me, i hate not talking to you, i hate being alone, ( Read more... )

easter? yes easter once again and my family is, well not normal. i find my aunt and her boyfriend very sicking to look at when he has his hands in her pants pockets and touching her stomach and boobs. not normal as i said. so the day was a waste other than chilling with whitney and meghan, who we picked up. we all three went to barnes and nobles to ( Read more... )

the past days have been pretty good. i had to do some mulch yesterday, but it wasnt that bad. today school was good, meghan made basically the whole day good for me and i was in a good mood mostly cause of her. second bell was mad cool cause we didnt have any teacher or sub so the whole class just chilled and messed around for 90 minutes. later i ( Read more... )

today was an average day. i woke up at 7:30 and did my same routine ive been doing for 10 years. i went to my friends house and waited for the bus. but i was thirsty so i went to get something from his fridge, i was thinking something like orange juice but all he had was tea, so i took that. i filled my cup and glanced outside and i saw that my bus ( Read more... )