Comments | cygnushyoga: e.e;; Mom

cygnushyoga

e.e;; Mom

Aug 06, 2006 04:04

So, today, I desperately didn't want to go the the TKD picnic swimming thing, but my mom made me do so in any case. I was having a bad attitude about it (I know I could have and should have handled it better), but I wanted to stay home so badly, that I broke down crying in the car, and while at the pool...in front of Master Kunkel and Ms. Michelle ( Read more... )

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cygnushyoga August 6 2006, 22:57:38 UTC

Thanks for the advice, Shura-chan. I wouldn't expect less of you than to come down here and slap me if I start down that path. e.e;; I've also sworn to myself that I won't, and never will, because I'd be a hypocrite if I did begin, because I've told about 5 people not to cut. (And I've threatened Risa with the needles...)

iceprincessrisa August 6 2006, 21:18:29 UTC

As much as we are alike, we're very different too. I can understand perfectly why you're upset with your parents at times, I would be too. Heck, we both know I get upset with my dad at times. (mainly because he just won't leave me alone.) Everyone loves being in solitude at times. I think I get too much of it and you get too little. Sometimes I just have to get outside and do something, or I'll go insane. Like today, which is why I'm glad Dad agreed to take me to get my coffee. But like Shura-chan said, create a happy place and when you feel upset/sulky/depressed/whatever, go to it! It's what I try to do. Or if you can play Kingdom Hearts, go kick some heartless butt. It certainly helps me. Don't ever ever ever cut yourself. One, that'd tear me apart and make me go depressed worse then ever. Two, I'd yell at you for it, like you did to me. We're lucky my pocketknife could barely cut anything when I felt so depressed that I tried to cut myself. Sometimes blasting music helps to make you feel better too. (Though I REALLY shouldn't do it ( ... )

cygnushyoga August 6 2006, 23:00:37 UTC

I was playing on DDR last night and this morning, it helped quite a bit, and I nailed a few of the easy songs in workout mode, that went by pretty dang quickly. *working on beating them in light mode* Blasting music should help, I just need to get Evanescence, Within Temptation, Linkin Park, and Nightwish. Those would help me the most. I do have Skillet and Pillar, so for now, they'll work. A party when I get free...that sounds nice. ^^

iceprincessrisa August 6 2006, 23:04:31 UTC

Evanescence really does help with blasting songs. I need to get Linking Park, Nightwish, and Nickelback. (Blasting Faraway helps me. I luff that song) I need to get DDR, it makes me sad that I've never played it. T_T I'd also say a party for when I'm free too, but if you can't be there, then I'd be sulkly the entire time.

cygnushyoga August 6 2006, 23:09:48 UTC

Ah, yes, can't forget Nickleback. We can have a combined party for the two of us when I get to UNC. You need to get DDR, ask for the dance pads, and DDR Extreme for Christmas, it'll be worth it.

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iceprincessrisa August 6 2006, 22:04:36 UTC

I've got two icons that will, hopefully, cheer you up a little.

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cygnushyoga August 6 2006, 22:55:06 UTC

*runs off with icons* Thankee, Risa-chan.

iceprincessrisa August 6 2006, 22:56:15 UTC

^^;; I had a feeling you'd like them. My personal favorite out of all the ones I've done, is the one I'm using. *hugs Atem*

cygnushyoga August 6 2006, 23:01:52 UTC

Even though I don't like Atem, I have to say, that is a very nice pic of him.

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