just feeling like writeing in my jornal for somereason. but yea anywas life has been shitty for awhile now becuase of many reasons, but anywas i poped a pill for the first time last night and it was awsome. corsedian is the shit i think im going to get some more and take 2x the amount that i did last night to see what it will do hopefully it will ( Read more... )

well melissa broke up with me today and yea i guess thats the last time me and her are going to try and be together i guess but o well. anyways im going to go now

(Ja Rule ( Read more... )

sorry once again im slacking off on my L.J but i have resonces or how ever you spell it ( Read more... )

god im so bored right now there is nothing to do and i cant wait till school is out becuase im going to buy a OZ today. but im sad becuase i have nothing to smoke it out of. i want to go to a tabbaco store that sells pipes but i dont know if they have glass pipes or not but it dont matter it would not hurt to go there and look anyways. but if they ( Read more... )

i dident know that almost everyone one that i know reads my journal lol and also i miss the kiss 2 tosha (^_^)

well i have been talking to a freind in cerc and im starting to like her even tho im dateing mellisa but it just does not seem like it. but i dont know what to do i feel more close to tosha becuase she lets me smoke and i feel comfy around her and when im around mellisa i just feel all uncomfy becuase i dont want to mess up and she wants me to quit ( Read more... )

hey everyone sorry about not updateing my jorunal but yea, the reason why i did not use my journal is becuase i went thru a really really bad depression state. and one of the reasons is that mellissa stoped likeing me but yea. melissa its not your fault if you think it is ( Read more... )

once again i am sad. and life sucks!!!!!!!!!!
but o well if she does not like me anymore then she does not deserve me at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. but i guess this is for a reason but anyways i cant think of anything besides melissa so im just going to play shimlar and think

im so happy now melissa and chrissy are comeing to my house thursday and we are going to have some fun. but today im going to cash my check of $181.67 and spend it all at hot topic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! favorite store in the world. wish melissa could go with me tho :-(. but anyways yea i cant wait