Does there always have to be another girl?
I wish for once I could be the first choice.

Yeah I messed up and I said something stupid ( Read more... )

What exactly is so bad about me? Why do I always have to be the person to call or talk first? I just want someone to talk to me for a change. Just talk to me first please. Why does everyone like her anyway? She's a terrible human being. I can't wait to be free from this next year, be all comfy in my room in Frontenac and she can go live off campus ( Read more... )

So things exploded between Amanda and I because I'm apparently not allowed to talk to Wael ever. Now I'm getting blamed for all this crap. Can these people just grow up? Why the fuck are we still talking about this anyway? Why do people decide that comments made by drunk people are the truth? Why do people need to care anyway? It has nothing to do ( Read more... )

So we had "the talk" the other night, since we ended up somewhere near second base in Toronto. Totally caught me off guard so I think I ended up looking really stupid. Just like at the club he continued to give me those lines. You should be happy, you deserve better than me, you're still like the coolest person in the world, I don't want to ( Read more... )

What happened in Toronto stays in Toronto.

But I really don't want it to.

We had such a great conversation and I think we click so much.

Stop making excuses, you know you want it to happen.

Now to write a paper and study for a midterm.

Happy Monday.

Pretty sure I'm the rule, not the exception.

You can't change people and you shouldn't try.

Therefore I find it to be a sign that I shouldn't put myself out there anymore to you.

Game over boys, just as the flibble says.

All right. This is it. I've had it and I can't live like this anymore. Liking you is bad for me even if you do like me back so therefore I'm going to stop now. And yeah, it's all her fault. I can't fall for boys who have other girls throwing themselves at them anymore. It's not good for me. So even though I really like you this crush of mine is ( Read more... )

So I saw He's just not that Into you, and apparently it was supposed to answer all of my questions about boys and whatnot as according to the best friend. Really it didn't. I think its just yet another movie and book that cause girls to think things that probably aren't true and we just continue thinking these things in order to make ourselves feel ( Read more... )

So I'm at home right now! Real home! It's nice. Actually yesterday we went to Banff and stayed in the mountains overnight and earlier today I was ontop of a mountain and above the tree line. Pretty insane. So my flight went okay, it was long since it was direct but it was okay. The first two nights I slept here I had dreams about Tendo haha and ( Read more... )