called out of work yester, i have a sickly sickness thats driving me nuts. Chris can't get enough of me and i can't get enough of him.. its leveled out to a point where he doesn't care is he catches whatever i have... he continues to kiss and snuggle me ( Read more... )

nobody reads my lj anymore lol, i don't care its somewhere for me to post my luifes drama and brag about chris.. because no one wants to ever hear that.

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where you alk to yurn away

here its december every day

press your lips to the sculptures and sure you'll say

sugar and ice i am made

its in the blood, i met my love before i was born...

he bit my lip and drank my blood from years before.

love like winter

maaaan winter is here and i can finally feel it with the snow and the love.

I hate going to my dads family party, they talk shita nd piss me off to a level i cant even explain. I took a pocket knice from the yankee sawp and they all got nervous...it was wonderful...I said out loud

"i could take out a room full of people with this *smile*" that was funny and you know it

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I am sitting alone in my messy room, wearing the shirt that he gave me... left with nothing but thoughts.. i have become nervous, and shakey.. my mind is scrambled and i have found myself doing something i wouldn't never imagine myself doing... things slow down for a bit and i begin to cry thoughtlessly, then i turn over just a big and feel the ( Read more... )

Doing nothing feels so good.


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Im about to go to work, i had a nother dream last night, that we went to this strange town.. i went in search of chris and later found him. We hung out at his house and found out there was going to be an awful tornado... we hid together behind a fanse and watched the pretty cartoon like town get torn apart as we both stood still and survived ( Read more... )

Thursday is going to be great, i just hope i don't have to work... i hate this play by ear schedual... i like to make plans. I would loooove to see chris allll day and all night... lucky enough he wants to stay over thursday night... meaning i will have him with me all night.. this will determine just how much i trust him.

pfft oh please

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