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cynicalgrey

Current events

Jun 24, 2009 15:28

I am disgustingly unhappy. I can't get myself to smile, nor do I want to. I am falling into binge eating every night, and it's making me ill. Literally ( Read more... )

problems, binge, unhappy

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cynicalgrey June 24 2009, 21:31:33 UTC

Hrmmmm, that is working just a bit.

puf_almighty June 24 2009, 21:38:58 UTC

but which is winning?

hyuga June 25 2009, 03:21:56 UTC

That's....

It's...beautiful...... 80

g4sheriff June 25 2009, 03:44:02 UTC

Oh Michelle.

:/

I want to hug you so hard.

cynicalgrey June 25 2009, 15:38:16 UTC

*emos all over jeff*

g4sheriff June 26 2009, 04:21:44 UTC

OMG its just like how I always imagined it would be!

::revels in the gushing::

You really need to come out to Oregon sometime. For serious.

truevil June 25 2009, 06:25:12 UTC

Who sank the S.S. Awesome?

cynicalgrey June 25 2009, 15:38:26 UTC

I did, per the norm.

Unhappysip# beowulf55 June 25 2009, 10:27:09 UTC

The Aslan formula for 'Getting over a relationship' states that one month is required for each year the relationship lasted. I'm working on a better formula, which takes account of significent events in the relationship, such as first times, children Etc. This probably doesn't help, but it will take time, and as much time as it takes. When I was in this position myself, I was very frustrated, wanted to get on with my life, and was fed up wating to be over-it.

Re: Unhappysip# cynicalgrey June 25 2009, 15:40:02 UTC

True, but in this case, my unhappiness deals more with how self-destructive I become when I am happy; it's like I am unable to cope with just being happy...

I gotta either go out and fuck it up or make myself unhappy with bad decisions.

smokeandreason June 27 2009, 23:30:51 UTC

IT DIDN"T LEAVE ME COMMENT! I"M SO ANGRY I CAN"T EVEN HIT CAPSLOCK AND HAFTA HOLD DOWN THE SHIFT KEY!!!

You are loved, babygirl. It WILL get better. Hey, you can redirect all the non-good at me, I'm swimming in it already (I'm seriously gonna get "trauma sponge" tattooed on me somewhere, since it's really my title), a lil' more to help you out can't hurt.

*hugs*

cynicalgrey June 29 2009, 14:02:47 UTC

Argh, I hate when I have this wonderfully thought-out, loving comment to leave, then it qi34asj rkar DOESN'T SEND IT. You end up leaving a shitty "Yeah, I give a fuck" comment.

<3 I wouldn't want to tack on more sadness. Mine is purely hormonal coupled with background life issues that are slowly being worked out. My bad is necessary to be happy in the future. Your bad sucks giant donkey dong. :/

*hugs and rapes just a lil*