ehh this whole month has pretty much sucked. espically last week ( Read more... )

uhh, i feel like absolute crap. im so sick of everything. school, work, people, parents. everything ( Read more... )

i dunno. i feel like crap,emonitional crap. i never learn my lessons, i keep on screwing up. what the hell is wrong with me, why cant i ever learn. i treat the people who care most about me like crap, i dont mean to, it just comes out. and when i realize im doing it i try to stop but its like it comes naturally..but i dont know how to be any other ( Read more... )

i love justin dinsmore more than anything.
he is amazing, and soo adorable.
i dont know what i would do with out him.

on a dif note, 13 more days till MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! ohh yeah

bleh..i hate the feeling when people are mad at me..or act like they are..i dunno ( Read more... )

things i DISLIKEwhen people fart on me or in my face ( Read more... )

i dunno why i expect anything...cuz i just end up getting let down...i guess it could be worse..but sometimes i just wanna be swept off my feet..or get my breath taken away...and a superise here and there..i dunno..i dont htink im asking for much..just like a phone call where theres actually a conversation..or a message...like it use to be ( Read more... )

ew..so today i got really sick..threw up twice in class...gross.**and thank you stephanie for seeing if i was ok and bringing me stuff!! i<3you!*** so i came home from class slept from 2-6..then justin came over brought me a slurpee..and layed down with me..then we got dinner..ate and we fell asleep till my mom woke us up..then he went home..and i ( Read more... )

i seriously fucking hate today...and hate my fucken 'mother'. so i get a ticket for driving too fast for weather conditions..fuck..way to go me..im poor as fuck in the first place and now i have a ticket to pay for..ok i know i screwed up..i fucken know this..but according to my mom im never going to fucken learn anything if she doesnt yell at me ( Read more... )

uhh i dont understand ppl sometimes..seriously
i hate knowing that i would do anything for a certain few people, but they wouldnt do it in return..i sometimes feel like im only improtant when they need something..or something it wrong..i dunno
maybe im crazy..but it just bugs me