I guess theres a feeling of wanting to be special to someone, to be more important than anyone else. Despite who they are around you are the side the take and the one they will turn to.
Thats the kind of relationship i want,
Maybe Just One

Maybe.

I think i just think unhappily, and dont truly want to be happy.
But thats a really stupid choice on my part.... silly me.

Just Watching It Crumble Away.

I'm Not falling Yet.

People are Ignorant of Truth. They Lack the Innocence they Claim. They are Most Fickle to what they Oppose.

Ignorance is Bliss. But Not to others who Cannot so Simply Ignore what has Happened.

Everything is Changing.

Well Shit.

So things have been happening, and an idea was brought up. And i came across the thought what would happen if we moved. Most people freak out and panic... All my friends are here everything i cherish is here we cant leave!... I thought and realized, i wouldnt mind. I might actully be happier away from here. I realized i have no real ties or ( Read more... )

So apparently all my entries are sad and depressing or so michelle informed me so.... a happy one? yes i think so. Well last weekend i had lifeguard training. Wow am i out of shape. SO first day of it the guy had told me we woudlnt be swimming so i didnt bring a suit and ate california fresh 10 minutes before..... We swam 20 laps. Def got sick ( Read more... )

hmmm so again i think i can honestly state, life is gay. But o well i try not 2 think about it i dont need to be depressed again i really dont. If u think some of this could be your fault.... it probably is, bt i dont give a shit. I really dont feel the need to subject myself to the act people put up, my generosity and kindness have been just about ( Read more... )