I hate me

[cynicalxyouth]

I hate myself so much..i really don't know why it just struck me tonight...but i really do...i hate everythiing thing about myself..the way i look..the way i laugh..the way i talk..the way i act..the fact that i tell adam & other ppl that i trust him..when i know in the back of my mind i don't..im so afraid hes going to leave me for some one whos

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[samistumbo]

Don't be silly.
Since we're on the topic of hating ourselves.. I'll state what all I hate about myself:
My boobs, my body in general (everything about it), my hair, my nose, my teeth, my ears, my personality, my ditsy-ness, the way i talk, etc.
We all hate ourselves sometimes.
I think you're paranoid at the moment though.
I don't believe Adam would leave you for someone prettier.. it would be difficult for him to find anyone prettier. YOU ARE VERY PRETTY.. whether or not you think it...
or someone skinnier... do u think you're fat or something?! Do I need to sit u down and compare body fat percentage? YOU ARE NOT FAT... AT ALL.
or someone smarter... cumon... like that girl who posted in your other entry? She seems like a brilliant one.

& why are u not happy?!
BE HAPPY and Don't be SO down on yourself!
Am I going to have to get yah in the Crapalier one night? Lord knows we'll get into trouble. But would that cheer yah up? =)
Cheer up... u have no reason to hate yourself!
Luv yah!

thanx guys

[cynicalxyouth]

ive got over the depression factor...now i'm just sort of pissed>mwahahaa<...i usually alwas am oer smething, & then i hit a low point or somethng causes me 2, i guess that message caused me to..but its ok now..im back to my bitchy self :P lol, nah..but i'm back to being pissed at the world again..aahh,, normality is so reassuring :)