oh what the hell i'll do it i'm bored ( Read more... )

i only got an hour and a half. I was up crying talking to Nickolas about Andrew. I stayed up readind old livejournal entries and realizing how optimistic and happy I was, so full of life and a head full of hair. I think I must of said that I love my friends at least 3 times every month, but I did love my friends when I was in highschool and I still ( Read more... )

What is it to be half alive?
Is it worth the pain to live when half of you is gone?
Drifting away with someone who doesn’t even know,
like they’re dragging you along like a piece of paper

This beauty that you brought to me you took away
What was left was a black bile
Slowly filling me and eating away at the real me
The me you fell in love with
Love ( Read more... )

My job has becomeincreasinglymore annoying as of late. Paperwork is disorganized and I'am getting blamed for it. Things are not being copied or have too many copies. I just wanna go postal on this place sometimeand knock down some people with the butt of my rifle. gah i'm too tired to complain anymore. I'm just glad i only have till noon today and ( Read more... )

i'm so aggravated and just pissed off. my saturday night and i'm at home fucking home i want to cry i want to throw shit around it's 9 pm i should be out somewhere with someone enjoying myself. fuck you world

the house my mom is tyring to buy is fianlly going through escrow which will take 30-40 days and if its all approved we move inand I have my own room!!!!! Happy happy joy joy. I"m just uber happy, but i need to calm down, things can always go downhill.

i just knew my mom was gonna blow up yesterday. it was like it was written in the stars to happen. anyways this is how it laid out ( Read more... )

Journal entry 3/24/06 ( Read more... )

so yes i've been busy. really busy. going to work for half of the day then going to class. i've had a test everyday this week and one on friday of last week. so far i've been getting 90 % or higher on my tests except for the one i had today which i didn't study for at all and bomb with 76% in all my acedemic lifetime I have never been so jittery ( Read more... )

theres a big gaping hole in front of me and i know somewhere in there is my social life. ugh.