It Smells Like Girl

[cynicatbest]

So, I feel great these days.

Don't get me wrong, I love Steve with all my heart, but I am really enjoying this time to myself.
Its kind of amazing.

And not getting high, gets me high.
I love it.

Comments

[jerob]

Hey Renee. I saw you twice in two days. Thats a record since high school I think. Hows things? I'm glad to hear you are still clean because of course I've been worried. You probably know I don't think much of Steve, but what the fuck do I know? As long as you are doing what you need to do to be good old Renee, then more power to you.

[cynicatbest]

Not too many people think too much of Steve it seems. But that's okay, not too many people know Steve and even less people know him like I do. Just like there's an old Renee that people miss, there's an old Steve that's equally as missed and equally as good/amazing as the old me. I decided to not care what other people think, anyway. I'm focusing on loving myself and finding that I actually can and its great. And thanks for the encouragment, its hard,really hard but its worth it.