I'm backkkkkk & I'm pist....lol
Dude, how long till I stop getting guilt trips over the dumbest things??? WTF man? I can’t catch a break from this damn woman!!!
“You don’t do this, this, and that but oh ya I already bought you a xmas & bday combined but you’re a fuck up”
Well gee mom when you put it like that, thanks…I guess.
I mean FUCK! I’m not a drug addict, haven’t had a kid and I’m in a career, not that it pays that much right now but FUCK! At least I’m doing something, shit give a fucking break. Shit like that makes me just want to pack up my shit and live out of my car. I can’t afford my own place right now and I won’t move in with no one or take a pity invite into their home. I’ve thought about that thousands of times. I could shower and sleep at work or at least shower at work since there’s one here and I could sleep in my car at work since it’s behind closed gates so no one will come ambush me or anything. Trust me I’ve thought this all out…lol
It’s like man, if she only knew all the shit I’ve done for this family behind her back so we wouldn’t worry her.
I hate the fact that I’m turning my blog into one big emo fest…lmao
Seriously, I’m shocked that I’m not hooked on drugs, been arrested, killed myself...not to say that I haven’t tried in the past…that was years ago so don’t worry but ya man I just don’t know what to do anymore.
LOL I feel like I’m 15 and not 25, talking about mom problems…oh lord…what can I do?
I’ll just keep watching this to make me smile.
Don't worry I promise I won't be making tons of emo post but I just had to get that out. I'll be making another post tonight maybe to update everyone on wtf I've been doing for the past few months, like my NYC & Dallas trips, my show and so on.
So if you read this whole thing then..thanks!...loll
Pce
Cyn
“You don’t do this, this, and that but oh ya I already bought you a xmas & bday combined but you’re a fuck up”
Well gee mom when you put it like that, thanks…I guess.
I mean FUCK! I’m not a drug addict, haven’t had a kid and I’m in a career, not that it pays that much right now but FUCK! At least I’m doing something, shit give a fucking break. Shit like that makes me just want to pack up my shit and live out of my car. I can’t afford my own place right now and I won’t move in with no one or take a pity invite into their home. I’ve thought about that thousands of times. I could shower and sleep at work or at least shower at work since there’s one here and I could sleep in my car at work since it’s behind closed gates so no one will come ambush me or anything. Trust me I’ve thought this all out…lol
It’s like man, if she only knew all the shit I’ve done for this family behind her back so we wouldn’t worry her.
I hate the fact that I’m turning my blog into one big emo fest…lmao
Seriously, I’m shocked that I’m not hooked on drugs, been arrested, killed myself...not to say that I haven’t tried in the past…that was years ago so don’t worry but ya man I just don’t know what to do anymore.
LOL I feel like I’m 15 and not 25, talking about mom problems…oh lord…what can I do?
I’ll just keep watching this to make me smile.
Don't worry I promise I won't be making tons of emo post but I just had to get that out. I'll be making another post tonight maybe to update everyone on wtf I've been doing for the past few months, like my NYC & Dallas trips, my show and so on.
So if you read this whole thing then..thanks!...loll
Pce
Cyn