In my experience it doesn't take very much to make some people happy, while others expect the world. You never realize the little things that can make your heart lift or make you feel better about yourself. Sometimes its as little as a passing smile from a friend or someone you don't even know. Other times it can be a well placed compliment. It ( Read more... )

Haven't written on here for a while because I haven't really felt like it. So I figured I'd do it for once. I had a great past weekend. Hit up Ramon's party on friday. That was interesting. A few too many people for me. I'm not a fan of big crowds for some reason, never have been. I hung out most of the party outside where it was relatively ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. I'm feeling good. I got some work done, relaxed a little, and worked out. Hope to be in good shape and have a bit of tan before heading to the Keys. Tomorrow's another fun filled day or yard work and tv. I do have a game tomorrow though so that will be fun. It'll break some of the monoteny or however you spell it. haha ( Read more... )

So I cleaned my pool screen again today. Fun times. I had to drag a 8 foot ladder into the deep end of my pool and stand on it. I looked quite the fool trying to get that big ass ladder all the way into the deep end. And I only fell off it twice. haha It will finally be completely finished tomorrow. Yay. Then I get to start on refinishing ( Read more... )

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Today was a nice day depsite the weather. Kept myself busy and hung out with my fam. It has never taken much to entertain me and maybe thats why I've never had much trouble with my solitary life. But its nice to have someone else to entertain you once in a while. It also doesn't take much to cheer me up when I'm down. I'm thankful for that. A ( Read more... )

I'm doing better then I was. Sometimes you just get down and you can't help it. I've come to accept the way things are even if I wish they were different. I try not to worry about the things to come because I really have no control of them. I can only be myself and if things work out the way I hope, then good. If not, then I'll get by. I've ( Read more... )

You know what makes me the saddest. Its the fact that in my life I've had three girls choose other guys over me and none of them turned out happy. A part of me feels like thats what they get for not giving me a chance but then I hate myself for feeling that way. Guess I'm a little bitter. If there outcomes had been different then I'd be happy for ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like your destined to be alone? Its the story of my life. Even when you find someone you think may change your mind, it still doesn't work out. I'm not sure if its what I do or who I am, but its something. I know that if I'm just myself that someone day I'll find someone who will appreciate me for who I am. But I hate the ( Read more... )