since you and i rarely converse, it would an interesting tidbit to notate that a month ago, i nearly lost my life.. I have been home convelescing ever since...
I am sorry that your muse seems to have left you. I recall the days that you and i hung out, you seemed so full of life, warmpth and vigor.
I hope that you can reclaim this, because those are some of the things that made you a beautiful woman, and it would be a shame to see that flower lose its luster...
You may believe you've squandered your potential, but you're still no less than pretty damned awesome :D
It is good that you've found some sort of motivation, but don't let your only motivation be fear of failure or mediocrity. Negativity will only weigh you down further. Find that positive, progressive potential and set it loose. It is still there, nothing can take it away from you but your own self-doubt.
I'm also trying to leave this hell-hole again, in the very near future, understand how you feel about location. To keep myself mobile I only allow myself temporary stability, if that makes sense...
I know how it feels to abandon the creative in your life. I'm sure that you can recapture it; you have always had so much since I've known you, I doubt it could dry up. Only creep within for awhile.
This week I've been reading through my old entries, and always loved your encouraging comments on my writing. I've abandoned my creative side as well, so certainly empathise with your need to rejuvenate.
Don't beat yourself up too much, baby! Just because you think you haven't done anything "creative" in the conventional sense of the word recently, doesn't mean you've abandoned it altogether (you're always creative with your choice of words, decorating, gifts, etc). Abandonment implies that you actively made a choice to leave. What you've done is just taken a break and I believe that is a necessary thing: just as the creation of any form of Art makes one feel good and is therapeutic; doing it constantly without any life-breaks is not only draining, it'll drive a person absolutely mental, and they start to produce crap... like the tides of the ocean, you have been ebbing and now is the time to start flowing again (and maybe now you'll be tsunami and produce better stuff than you ever have before) :) That's my .02 and if I don't talk to you soon, have a great Xmas! Love, Anna
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since you and i rarely converse, it would an interesting tidbit to notate that a month ago, i nearly lost my life.. I have been home convelescing ever since...
I am sorry that your muse seems to have left you. I recall the days that you and i hung out, you seemed so full of life, warmpth and vigor.
I hope that you can reclaim this, because those are some of the things that made you a beautiful woman, and it would be a shame to see that flower lose its luster...
call if you have a moment ~~> 477-8602
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It is good that you've found some sort of motivation, but don't let your only motivation be fear of failure or mediocrity. Negativity will only weigh you down further. Find that positive, progressive potential and set it loose. It is still there, nothing can take it away from you but your own self-doubt.
I'm also trying to leave this hell-hole again, in the very near future, understand how you feel about location. To keep myself mobile I only allow myself temporary stability, if that makes sense...
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I'd like to catch up with you sometime. Will you email me?
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I'll try and drop you a line this evening...hmmm..hope I still have a current email address for you!
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This week I've been reading through my old entries, and always loved your encouraging comments on my writing. I've abandoned my creative side as well, so certainly empathise with your need to rejuvenate.
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That's my .02 and if I don't talk to you soon, have a great Xmas!
Love,
Anna
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