laments & memories make a great bouquet
Time is running too fast for me to
It's running through my fingers like sand, again (and, oh how I love that expression, that visualisation...)
I should just take a moment to reflect, but maybe it's better this way and the sun is shining.
Wait, and
stop
for a second, you see happiness is just around the corner, but it always is...
Yesterday was like summertime and eating icecream and being five years old and my future is going to be oh-so-bright
So I'm happy and dancing and spinning and spinning and spinning and I wish you could just stop me for a moment before I fall down
I can see what my future will be like, and not just what was predicted. It will be a little house near the woods with peace and quiet but not too isolated so I can still feel the fear of the city and the walls closing in with all the people running around with nowhere to go but home, eventhough they'll never arrive where they want to, still they're happy and alive.
I've gathered some flowers and arranged them so they can reflect my feelings and my eyes can see what I feel for once instead of the other way around, and maybe if you could see them you would understand.
And the trees are laughing with me now, and we're dancing and loving and living and I like this new emptiness without a purpose eventhough I should be working so hard now, it feels like there's nothing in the world that I need to do and there are no obligations and no complications left for me to worry about..
And sweet Nep, we should do this more often, having fun with lovely people and jumping on a giant trampoline and having a wonderful time while drinking Turkish coffee so we can predict the future and we'll have nothing to worry about...
And why can't life be like a fairy-tale?
Because it's not the way of the world?
Well, then let's make it the way of the world.
or, our way at least....
It's running through my fingers like sand, again (and, oh how I love that expression, that visualisation...)
I should just take a moment to reflect, but maybe it's better this way and the sun is shining.
Wait, and
stop
for a second, you see happiness is just around the corner, but it always is...
Yesterday was like summertime and eating icecream and being five years old and my future is going to be oh-so-bright
So I'm happy and dancing and spinning and spinning and spinning and I wish you could just stop me for a moment before I fall down
I can see what my future will be like, and not just what was predicted. It will be a little house near the woods with peace and quiet but not too isolated so I can still feel the fear of the city and the walls closing in with all the people running around with nowhere to go but home, eventhough they'll never arrive where they want to, still they're happy and alive.
I've gathered some flowers and arranged them so they can reflect my feelings and my eyes can see what I feel for once instead of the other way around, and maybe if you could see them you would understand.
And the trees are laughing with me now, and we're dancing and loving and living and I like this new emptiness without a purpose eventhough I should be working so hard now, it feels like there's nothing in the world that I need to do and there are no obligations and no complications left for me to worry about..
And sweet Nep, we should do this more often, having fun with lovely people and jumping on a giant trampoline and having a wonderful time while drinking Turkish coffee so we can predict the future and we'll have nothing to worry about...
And why can't life be like a fairy-tale?
Because it's not the way of the world?
Well, then let's make it the way of the world.
or, our way at least....