bored!
im so boredddd... so i found this, and i liked it! it's a poem or lyrics, or something, lol...
you've made it bluntly obvious that you don't like me anymore
and want absolutely nothing to do with me.
i thought it it would only be a little fair if you let me know why?
what did i do wrong this time?
i know it's my fault,
because it's always my fault.
no, don't get up. please just sit there and look pretty,
you're so good at that. please,
just sit there and look pretty while i spill my heart out to you.
excuse me when i say, i don't know where to begin.
i always did get so nervous when i talked to you.
i guess i could start by telling you the story of a girl.
a girl who wasn't too accustomed to happiness,
but oh-too familiar with heartache.
she met a boy that showed her what it looked like
when the sun was outside shining down.
is any of this getting through to you?
do you get what i'm saying?
what ever happened to those late nights?
do you even remember what we talked about?
well, do you? i don't.
i just remember how i felt.
how you made me feel,
like i was dancing. like i was dancing,
on cloud made of cotton candy and all those other fucking special things.
would you believe me if i told you,
i saw this whole thing coming from the very beginning?
you wouldn't. i guess you don't really believe anything i say.
i hate this.
try your hardest to believe that.
when'd the phone calls stop?
you could use your mouth for some good once in a while.
your kissing skills don't need it,
but your conversational skills could sure use the practice.
is that why it's so hard for you to tell me what's going on?
just tell me what's on your mind.
it's okay.
lies hurt,
but can you imagine what this silence is doing to me?
i doubt it.
how could something so pretty,
feel any pain at all?
i can't imagine it would.
okay, i'm done,
i promise.
just grant me one last wish;
don't leave me in the dark.
let me know how i fucked up,
so i can carry the burden with me
on to my next relationship,
so i can fuck that up too.
yeah, it's sorda angry, but i like it. so.. there!