i look back at all these old pictures and see how fucking pretty i used to be....why did i have to change...why did i have to become fat and ugly......what the fuck am i going to do with myself.....nothing i do is making me feel better about myself...i have to look so fake to feel so pretty...to strive for perfection..its getting all so difficult ( Read more... )

go check out Mr.salad fingers=)...he's rather splended  http://www.fat-pie.com/salad2.htm i really urge you to...DO IT

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woo it was a nice christmas=)..i got the most beautiful doll...there called the little apple dolls are something and when i opened her i was in aw.....my sister thought she was creepy though lol...the bad part is that my mom wont let me take her out of the box because she's a collecters or something ( Read more... )

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xmas party at d0llidreadful's house!!

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What Will d0llidreadful Get ?
Xmas pressie predictorBig wooly jumper knitted by heartsickPair of Socks from bandaidbBottle of Whiskey from rivetbabydollCd from publicharakiriSomething Cuddly from jennyhellSomething Intoxicating from _razor_kisses_Something Silly from goretexaSomething Funny from cocaineeyelinerLump of coal from xgothxdollx ( Read more... )

wooo iv been away for some while now...sorry to the people that emailed me and i didnt respond with the quickness.....but now i back for 2 more days!!! lol...well i learned that my dad is comming up to see me on monday ...hmm i dont know wether to be excited or be like .."shit"...all i know is that when he gets up here he's not making me take my ( Read more... )

FUCKING CRAP