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Its a lottery of hearts,
you never know what to expect,
just keep playing the odds and pray for the best.
when people ask me why i like you,
i say i don't know,
because if they knew,
they'd slap me upside the head for being so stupid
one day you'll look at a person and you'll see
more than you did the night before suddenley the person
who was just a friend is now the only person who you cant
ever imagaine your self without
you stop me with those brown eyes. i just dont know what to do. i should just face the facts, i have a crush on you. i wanna take you away, and find the right things to say. <3
do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? you dont want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. but at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either. there isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. if you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. people have stopped being comforting.. and being alone never was. at least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who wont take 'i don't know' for an answer. you feel the way you do just BECAUSE. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait..
a beautiful boy can make you feel dizzy,
like you've been drinking jack and coke all morning.
he can make you feel high.
like the single greatest commodity known to man,
a promise.
promise of a better day, promise of a greater hope, promise of a new tomorrow.
he can make you aura,
or this particular aura can be found in the gate of a beautiful boy,
in his smile,
and in his soul,
the way he makes every little rotten thing about life seem like its gonna be ok
Sometimes its a sad song, but I cannot forget, refuse to regret, the summer I met you and you took my breath away, made everyday worth all of the pain that I have gone through..
Maybe it was wrong, but upon my life, I will never regret loving him.
i am sick of wondering where he is and who he is with
i hate facing the fact he didnt give a shit but the
feelings are passing and i am learning what is true
" never love someone that doesnt love you "
sometimes things arent meant to last. . .
they just take their place in you heart
and make you a little smarter the next time
I only wish I could go back to the first day I met you. When you smiled at me you were so perfect. But now I just can't get past all the things you've done to me. Your smile makes me wonder what's hiding behind it. And your perfectness turns into lies. But still...I only wish.
Love hangs herself
with the bedsheets in her cell
Threw myself on fires for you
10 good reasons to stay alive
10 good reasons that I [c a n 't] find
Give me a reason to be *beautiful*
"And shes losing faith in what she knows
Hates her music, hates all of her clothes
Thinks of surgery and a new nose
Every calorie's a war,
And while she wishes she was a dancer
And that she never heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her some answers
And make her feel beautiful"
I’m 19, but I’m old for my age, I’m just born to be bad - RENT
Anything short of mad, passionate, extreme love is a waste of your time. There are too many mediocre things in life to deal with. Love should not be one of them. - A Dream For An Insomniac
A wall of photographs don't do justice; they don't show the sweet streak that pieces your life, holds it together in the things you remember.
It's there, I know it is, because when I look at you, I can feel it. And-and I look at you, and I... and I'm home. Please... I don't want that to go away. I don't want to forget. - Finding Nemo
Is there anything worse than a Sunday night? It's like...a Monday afternoon about 3:00, when the week has started and there's no end in sight. - My So Called Life
It's the smiles that keep us going don't you think? The little giggles and bits of good cheer. -Exorcist III
falling out of love
and back into your life
pulling your heart out from under the knife
closing the door on all the dreams you use to know
falling out of love
and back on your feet
turning away from that dead end street
and finding out that nothing feels as good as letting go
reckless hearts can clear a path
wider than a hurricane's aftermath
if you're independent, I congratulate you
if you ain't in love, I congratulate you
do them boys like they use to do you
if you can pimp, I congratulate you
what I need from, I do what I have to do
say what I have to say
go where I have to go
and that's dangerous to know
you're intitled to your opinion
but it's really my decision
I can't turn back, I'm on a mission
if you care don't you dare burn my vision
let me be all that I can be
don't smother me with negativity
whatever's out there waiting for me
I'm gonna face it willingly
Each time I see a crowd of people
Just like a fool I stop and stare
It's really not the proper thing to do
But maybe you'll be there
I go out walking after midnight
Along the lonely thoroughfare
It's not the time or place
To look for you
But maybe you'll be there
You said your arms would always hold me
You said you lips were mine alone to kiss
Now after all those things you told me
How can it end like this
Someday if all my prayers are answered
I'll hear a footstep on the stair
With anxious heart
I'll hurry to the door
And maybe you'll
Be there
-*The sky may be starless
The night may be moonless
But deep in my heart
I know that you love me*-
Once I had a man, sweet as he could be
Once I had a man and he was right for me
Kind of curly hair, eyes so soft and true
That you couldn't help but care
When he looked at you
He called me baby
Baby all the time
I could show the world how to smile
I could be glad all of the while
I could turn the gray skies to blue
If I had you
Getting over a three leaf clover, That I thought was four. --the starting line
it's a tragic case of bad taste
but it's all concerning you
who truly can appreciate the
mess you've made
(selected attention)
I’m not one for complaining,
But I love the way you’d roll
excuses off the tip of your tongue
(TBS)
We grew up too fast falling apart
You said I always sang too loud to sing you a love song.
Well I save my soft voice for the things I really mean.
You always said I had a hard time saying what's on my mind.
Well, here it goes: I hate you for what you've done to me.
I'll never need to see the sun again
There's enough light in your eyes to light up our little world
So take me, take my away
The bite marks on my neck never felt so good
I'm losing control and it's all that I can do
Not to blackout and fall into lust with you
Your kisses infect me..The dark gift is loving you
The clouds will break my house
And throw me from my room
I’ll drown in the rainfall
And float till I find you
and it's too hard when I can't even catch your eye
so I can't send you messages
and at night I dream of reasons that I can't let you go
I'm offering you me right now-
take me I'm yours
And it hurts so much to misunderstand and I'm always
misunderstood
I spend my nights dead face down on my floor
but the drugs aren't really working anymore
the nights are mostly just depressed
from staring at my open chest
I'm bleeding and I'm heartless but I'm yours
I'll eat your heart out
You move me like I got new feet
..And all fingers are pointing right at you..
[[My lost love grinds and I spin in time]]
You held me up, when I first met you
Hold me up, I'm dying to let you
Hold me up now, hold me up now
Hold me up and save me from myself
But I have this funny habit of putting pictures up on the wall of you and me.
But things could get better I know,
Cause I'll be the first and the last one to go
And all those times when life doesn't seem worth my while, and I just want to quit,
I just think of your smile,and I just get over it...
Kiss me once in the snow, I swear it never gets old
I want to give you chills, the kind that I feel. I think the world can see that you were meant for me. There's nothing I won't do to be right next to you. I want to hold your hand and make you understand
You stop me with your brown eyes, I just don't know what to do. I should just face the facts- I have a crush on you. I wanna take you away, find the right things to say
To me you were my soul companion.
play me like a radio, plug me in and turn me on
With the world, in my hands Could I change it if I want? And who are you to answer that for me. If by chance, or a cheater, I'd leave it up to neither Confidence rules present tense and it could shatter all my dreams
sgniht ta kool uoy yaw eht egnahc ot tog v'uoY<---
I must have caught something In the heat of all these dances I’m a worm with no more chances And I’ve lost all doubt In a chemical romance
im on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move
Check it out I’m rocking steady
because im softer than a thrift store sweater and twice as worn in. I was cast away once but I will be found again.
I'll do my best to be there, If you do your best to notice me. I'll be your favorite color, no matter what that color may happen to be.
I sneak into his car's black leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last
i stood too long in the way of the door
and now i'm giving up on you...
But the wind went and pulled me into your hurricane
You knew that this would kill me. But you carried on and on
with your selfish shit.
Sixteen's not as beautiful as it is on tv, not as easy as you'd think it to be.
But I hope that you're ok. Even though I'm dying.I hope that you're still trying to have a killer time
when this life's a gamble
all these things won't matter
i'd bet it all on everything for you
there must be something in the air tonight
i can't forget the way your face shone in the light
it's just the way it has to be
you're spinning slowly in your orbit
anything to keep from crashing into me
These are the eyes that I want you to remember