alright... i think i'm done with livejournal.... i have too many health issues to deal with, on top of the baby and work and school.... and i found out i just can't keep up with everything.... the health issues are kind of the most part of quitting... i used to have hypothyroidism (underactive) and now for some reason i have hyperthyroidism ( ( Read more... )

alright... first off... i want to really start getting into cartoon dolls again... here's my attempt at making a doll of ashley graham from the resident evil 4 game... ( Read more... )

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k... haven't really updated in a while... well, anthony got laid off, i have no job, i can't stand living in this house any more, i can't stand that i'm pretty much the only one that watches the baby. granted, she's mine, but she's anthony's too and he only seems to take care of her when it's convenient for him. i just had to go outside away from ( Read more... )

well, i guess i've been "lacking" in updating because i got an email saying it's been a week and i haven't updated... pfft... i know lots and lots of people that go more than a week without updating... but i might as well update this damn thing... anthony got layed off from his 8.50 an hour job... i started school but i can only take a one credit ( Read more... )

okay, yall know how i've been in a super down and shitty mood lately? well, i went to walmart for a half hour while my mom went back to work and put in 25 cents to win a toy for Ana.. well, first try, i won something. then i put in another quarter and i ALMOST won two toys with that quarter lol then mom came and picked me up from walmart and we ( Read more... )

god i hate this... i feel MISERABLE! and to top it all off, nobody seems to care how i feel anymore... seriously, that's how i feel.. like i don't matter any more... tonight i felt horrible, actually, just a little bit ago... anastasia started crying when she was in her crib cus she was hungry and wet... i'm all the way towards the wall on the bed ( Read more... )

well, i'm back... miss me?

as of about 6:00 pm tomorrow, i'll be leaving michigan and heading to ohio... nobody's going to hear from me from tomorrow night until august 14th.. yup... that's it... bye

since i've had anastasia, which would be just a tiny bit over 3 weeks ago, i've lost 27 pounds...... impressed? surprised? yeah, me too... i was expecting to gain weight, not have it all almost literally just fall right off...

here's before i had her...


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