no matter how hard i try, i cannot break free.

[d0t_dot_d0t]

ahhh...
i still don/t have the internet in the apartment yet. fucking shoot me.
we don/t have cable either, which i really didn/t want in the first place, but i think i/m slowly going crazy without it.
i feel so stupid.
and who knows when we/ll be able to afford it.

i recently got two jobs; i got my job at the photolab [thank god], and tom and i both

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[anonymous]

Oh gosh I totally feel you about the missing your old best friend thing. I miss my old best friend SO SOSSOSOOSOO much, but she did a terrible terrible thing to me, and I have to keep remindind myself that. But gosh I want, like you said, to be the better person and apologize, but then I have to remind myself "wait a second, she never even apologized and she's the one that wronged me so horriblly."

So I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. I am finding it extremely hard to forgive her for what she did, I honestly don't think she cares if I do or not, which hurts me a lot. But gosh do I miss her so.

[aspureasskies]

Oops that was me! I didn't mean to comment anonymously.

[pattymacdown]

Hey there...well what can I say..I hope things are going good...School here is amazing...And life is good...I miss you from time to time...nothing like how we were...but more just the friendship we had there ya know....times make people grow apart who at one point were close..I am living in auburn...the burn as everyone calls it...whatever....just livin ya know....my major is amazing...and if i keep a 3.0 gpa...I get into the park school of telecommunications which is one of the top 5 schools in the country...hey hey is the only thought that comes to mind...but...I love ya. Get ahold of me sometime...get that book...

[anonymous]

you're a stupid bitch and i'll leave it at that.

[d0t_dot_d0t]

oh ok.
i hope that made you feel better.