tell me friend, why do i still care?

it/s funny to me that out of everyone that reads my journal everyday, no one ever takes the time to comment.
maybe i/m just really not impressive.
i think i/ll stop wasting my time.
xo.

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last night, tom and i ordered chinese food and we ate it on my floor while we watched making the band. HAHAH. that show is so ridiculous, i know, but i friggin love it. after that, we smoked and waited for his brother to come pick him up. he told me that he thinks i/m cheating on him. i try so hard to show him that i/ve never infact loved anyone ( Read more... )

before my math class in tuesday night, andy, and tom an i went and hit golf balls behind the school. it was sososo fun; i have pictures but my usb cord is apparently not here or something so i guess i can/t post them for a while ( Read more... )

dear friend,
vinny was late. we had to drive to schuyler and back before i had to be at [health & wellness] class at seven. we left here at 649, drove to schuyler, smoked three bowls, and i made it into class at exactly seven o'clock. eleven minutes. class topic:drugs.oh, laughable. i wish i had soemone to giggle with right now. ahh all the ( Read more... )

i cannot cope.

last night i saw the new charlie and the chocolate factory.  i still don/t know what i think about it...i/m not even sure i remember it, as i smoked a lot of ganja last night.  it felt good.

i left ewwwtica today, until sunday.
tomorrow is thanksgiving.
tomorrow is mine and tom's six month anniverary.  i/ve never loved someone so much.
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i found this poem in someone/s journal.
i reallyreallyreally like it.

I wonder how many people in this city
live in furnished rooms.
Late at night when i look out at the buildings
I swear I see a face in every window
looking back at me
and when I turn away
I wonder how many go back to their desks
and write this down.

-leonard cohen

<3jah.