IF YOU READ THIS JOURNAL, COMMENT....Post anything that you want. Anything... A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Post as many as you like. I wanna see how many people comment...
Ok, my confession.... I'm in love with love. I don't think I can ever have a relationship with someone because I've never really been in love with a person for who they are. I've only been in love with the idea of having a boyfriend. Get what I mean?
Well nowadays I'm crushing on a guy and even though I've decided to take it slow and not rush into things I'm still crazy about him. There is no hope for me I swear!
yeah i get what u mean... i used to be like that not really in love with the person but more in love with the fact that i will be having a b/f then i started looking deep into the guy i liked or thought i liked. like talk to him about things and just open up to him you will slowly start to have deeper feelings for him well thats how i got deeper feelings for guys...
I'm not the happy-nice person everyone thinks I am. I constantly doubt the people around me and do not know if one person truely cares that I am here, yet I always am here.
Here's a story for ya!__leanne__x0October 2 2004, 22:12:52 UTC
Me and this guy named Alexei went out for almost four months (we were in love), he was in Florida working for most of that time. He came back up to Ohio in July. We broke up some time in early August. Alexei told me the day we broke up that he would always love me, and I told him that I'd always love him (even though we're not together). About a week ago he calls me and says he wants to see me, I ask for what reason... and he said "because I miss hanging out with you." and I was like okay that's not the real reason is it? and he started crying and was like "Leanne I cannot live without you, you're the love of my life, you're the one I want to spend the rest of my life with." then I started crying, we both we're crying for about an hour one the phone. Then after all that crying lol I told him that I can't be with him. See my mom never knew that Alexei was 20, she always thought that he was 17. I'm only 16 so my mom said I could never see him again! And I didn't want him to know that b/c my mom loved him before she knew he was 20, but
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i made it up lmao
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Well nowadays I'm crushing on a guy and even though I've decided to take it slow and not rush into things I'm still crazy about him. There is no hope for me I swear!
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Theres my secret.
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