i need something else to occupy my time

May 26, 2006 03:15

lolol, i'm single. it's still something that's really awkward and strange to me. i never thought i would.. or really, could love someone at this point in my life. and for me to be feeling the way i do is just unnatural and weird to me. i'm finally coming to realize that i really am single and that we're not gonna get back together. the thing that ( Read more... )

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classicsanity May 27 2006, 17:13:15 UTC
sorry about the losing of a friend
relationships are one thing, but when friends becomes a mystery too,
thats just crappy

what if things change & are the never same? what if i get a boyfriend and loose a true friend in the process? what if we have a bad breakup and he ends up hating me? what if we have a bad breakup and we never speak again? there were so many what if's and now that they've actually happened, i feel so stupid for letting myself believe that we could break up and remain friends afterwards. lol, how naive could i be?

its not being naive, the whole "relationshit" thing is like that. don't beat yourself up, girl :)

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