I love when someone is making these leaps and bounds towards me trusting them again. I love that so much because it means I can make attempts at being happy with them. That way we can finally meet in the middle and work towards being the way we were again. I can't express how happy that was making me.

And then, I spoke to someone yesterday. It's ( Read more... )

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Well. I'm ecstatic now. ALL THE TIME. So much negative energy is just like... poof! It's intense (like camping ( Read more... )

Woke up, threw up, showered, went back to bed.
Well I'm up again. I'm done. Last night was awful. I hated it. SO done.
I'm sick of "Where the fuck am I?"
I love everyone, but I'm done feeling like this.
No way I'm going back.
Never regrets.

But I'll always be a bull in a china store.

An old man walked up a shore, littered with starfish beached and dying after a storm.
A young man was picking them up and flinging them back into the ocean.
"Why do you bother?" the old man scoffed. "You're not saving enough to make a difference."
The young man picked up another starfish and sent it spinning back into the water.
"I think it made a ( Read more... )

So, hanging out with Matt is literally so fucking relaxinngngngng. We can sit there and not say a word. :) Like now.

Fuck shitty people. I am about ready to crack skulls right now. I am waiting for Ricky to pick me up and then I'm just gonna do whatever. I'm going crazy waiting for this to be over. I have tried being nice to everyone and it doesn't pay off. If you respect me, I will respect you. HOWEVER, that doesn't mean I have to like you ( Read more... )

Well, my head is spinning and my stomach feels inside out and I feel like ripping out my own spine and doing a dance number. This must be happiness. I think I might like it. ;)

Thank you to everyone who voted, ran, and supported me. This is miraculous.

States was awesome. My room was awesome. Everything changed. I love it.
Ready for next year. Gonna miss the seniors.

"Booty-Eater, put it in her. Take her to the movie theater."
"Chips and Salad"
"It's just a really weird night for me."
"Dat nigga has doodoo back."
"I have a cannibalism fantasy."

and of course, punching Cody.

Don't know what to do about stuff. R and M are like... not friends anymore and I feel like it's my fault. I get that it was a weird situation but they were like peanut butter and bananas. Cody is causing trouble and I'm going to punch him in the face ( Read more... )