I am completely inspired to do something creative right now. A Bumbershoot high, you could say. So break out the cameras, the canvases, the film, the brushes, the pens, the paper, the instruments of various molds and tunes, and let's get to it!

School starts in two days. Excuse me, my personal tormenting hell starts in two days. I don't want to go AT ALL. I hate myself too much to present "me" on the first day. I can't believe someone would even want to talk to me. I don't believe someone even will ( Read more... )

..if clothes aren't so important, and you hate how people react to what you wear, why don't you just stop wearing them?

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||||||||||| 82% Schizoid |||||||||||| 46% Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 62% Antisocial |||||||||||| 42% Borderline |||||||||||||||||||| 82% Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 62% Narcissistic |||||||||| 34% Avoidant |||||||||||| 46% Dependent |||||||||||||||||| 74% Obsessive- ( Read more... )

Haven't been here in a while with anything meaningful to say...I don't think I ever will again. Oh well.

Probably won't be back for a few months..I know you won't miss me. ;-)

We used to be such good friends, but nothings left now but a few reflex smiles and your number in my phonebook.

Sam was in a car accident. Oh god. Why was she in a car accident?!!?!

I tried to explain my orientation to someone today, and it backfired in my face. I can't describe it at all in a way people understand. I'll try again: I'm not bi, straight or gay. I've loved one girl, liked one alot, found numerous ones attractive. But I've also liked alot of boys, and I'm talking alot. I don't really find them visually attractive ( Read more... )

I'm such a slut. Urghhh. I just can't say no so I end up leadnig people on for years and they always think it's their fault- which makes it evern worse cuz I ALWAYS get away with it. -.- The dance was SOOOO FUN except for a few awkward parts. More later if I can. Mexico's in 5.5 hours! X-D

WAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAAAA Mrs. Luke's friend just moved next door, and now I have dirt! DIRT!! YESS!!!!!

Just get me the fuck out of here. I'd run away for my mental health at least if I could risk it. Who gives a shit if I go? Just let me go. Let me run away and be free from having to calculate how I act around so and so so I'm not hated for nothing. Let me be free from the old rumours and the old me people still have stuck in their heads. Let me be ( Read more... )