:deep breath:
♥

He layed with me till i fell asleep,
tucked me into bed.
Waited 'till i was asleep.
Then slid his way away from my body,
fixed the covers, and kissed me on the forehead.
As the words:

"I love you"

slipped so sweetly off his lips.
♥
♥

Oh do i love him so.
it makes me all giddy inside.

I seemed to have broken every promise that i made to
Myself; My Friends; & My Boyfriend.

But it's not my fault.
It's hers.
Wait, no.

I'll take the blame.
I have no other choice.
She's making me.

Last night was horrid.
And there just seems to be more to come.

Peace♥.

Life has been unelievably fair to me lately.
And im rolling with the punches.
And coming out bruise free.

Yay!

P.S, I Love My Boyfriend ^__^

But I am so tired of being a back burner friend.
The one that you call when theres nothing else to do
and all of your other friends are buisy.

I have this feeling that people are getting rid of me.
And only call on me when I happen to be sketched into their
event calander, not jsut because I'm a really good friend to them.

It's making me sick.grr

Today was just one of those days
Where everyone got there fair chance to pick on me
and a majority of them took full advantage.

Today was just NOT my day.

P.S, I give up on helping people for a much deserved
vacation, for an allotted week.

-Toria.

She Spoke.
And My Tongue Turned To Acid.
I Spit Fucking Fire In Her Direction.
A She Got Her Just Deserved.

Don't Mess With Me On A Perfectly Good Week.
I'll Eat Your Self-Esteem.

Try Me; I Fucking Dare You.

Is it so much to ask to be treated like a

Princess

for just a few hours?
I didn't think so either.

7 months
^_^

Oh and my boyfriend and I?
totally and completly the origional

Koala Bears

So my wonderful amazing boyfriend ( Read more... )

Everything I Used To Have And Have Now Lost.
Im Sorry For Being Absent.
And Im Sorry For Sucking At All Relationships.
And Im Sorry For Leaving You Like This.

Wonderwonderwonder.

I've accopmlished something.
and learned so much more.

screw all this fear.
i'm done with the pleasing.
moneys rolling in.
and time is getting precious.

<3