Recently, I've stuggled with doubts in my head about God- Just things like "does He really exist?" or "can He hear me right now?" And it's dumb. D-U-M-B. And way lame. L-A-M-EBecause then, after I determined that, 'okay there's no possible way that this is all some physco's way of brain washing the world-- He's real,' I start to wonder weird things ( Read more... )

Today was stupid. I was depressed all day. For dumb reasons. So dumb, that I don't think they're worth mentioning. Hehh. Yeah. The entire happy-thing-for-first-week-of-school went spiriling down the vortex of ...depression.

So pretty soon, I'll be off to my dad's bible study-- which will be happy-making. Because Jesus is awesome. Way awesome.

Psalm ( Read more... )

I have just figured out that Jared Leto...

is unavailable..

Like, with Lindsey Lohan kind of unavailable.

And he's in "Girl, Interupted-" my favorite movie.

He's only the most gorgeous guy EVER

All I wanted was youuu.

So, right now I'm at Alexa's house- listening to the kill. and writing in this thing. Maybe later I'll go to church with cool people.

Btw- ( Read more... )

Ahora, I'm listening to a CD paige let me borrow. Ben Harper. Es Bueno.
Not that you care, but whatever. It's my journal- loser e.e

So! It was amazing to see everyone the first two days of school :) It was incredibly happy-making. ::dances:: But now, seeing what a mean guy my math teacher is and how much I don't like that MY SCHEDULE GOT CHANGED ( Read more... )

Okay. So here we goooo.

The first day of school = way 2 soon

Alright. now that that's out of the way, lets discuss how... it's stupid to enclose a colloquialism with quotation marks. Yes. the end.

Man, i wish i had a life.

My heart is Yours
For life, I can't be left
Behind, no one else will do
I put my trust in You! 
    -Rescue

Okay so I've been hanging with Kyle forrrrrr.... three daysah!

Chea things are cool.
So now I'm hanging her, alexa, asian, james, and max . Megan ditched us e.e ::glare:: i love you, megan lol
And now... we're sitting here watching a few of ourselves play a dumb game. Yeah.

oh shoot.

.

I LOST!!!

::salute:: cya around :) <3

'Ello. Last night we had a camp out for the women's bible study we're doing at our house now. It was HILARIOUS. I laughed so hard I cried. Several times. Heh. Right. SO anyways, this week has been interesting. I finally got all the information for the summer reading (still procrastinating, however.) But thank you sooo much, abby! You're the ( Read more... )

No matter how far I run, when I decide to return to Him, He's only one step away.

And the only time, The only time I ever saw Him run
Was when He ran to me, took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest and said, "My son's come home again"
Looked me in the face, wiped the tears from my eyes
And with forgiveness in His voice He said,
"Son, do you know I ( Read more... )

Hey.
Got back from the castle at like 9:30 last night. It was the new definition of intense.
And now I'm starting to feel like... I need to be back there o.o I miss it soo much. (Good thing I'm going back in a few weeks :) )
Stuff I'll make sure not to forget for a while...at least:
-It's the same yesterday today and forever! [...] except for that one ( Read more... )

I hate my nakedness. Especially in front of her. Particularly when her eyes scan my entire body, reassuring that I know where every flaw lies. She looks at my vessel through a magnifying glass; a broken piece of the seeking utensil which glides against my flesh along its most rigid side. Oh, how familiar the melody of self-inflicted pain. Yet once ( Read more... )