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Damn weekend's not coming fast enough. I WANT OUT
Private
You know what? This is so fucking confusing it's not even funny. First she comes barging into my life when I was ALL ready to stay in my happy magic-free Muggle life, and makes me wanna come back. She WANTED me back. Then. I wasn't blind enough to miss that. And then, when I do actually come back, it's like... I don't even know! At first I thought something was wrong - and something might be, who knows - but I know for sure that between the time she visited with Zeon and the time I came back, she must've developed some kind of dislike of me.
I mean... What the hell? At first I thought she was just being stressed over her OWLs, or other crap, and that makes sense. No, it made sense, before she and fucking Kiyomaro had a bloody love fest in that post. They could at least private that shit! Now I can't even pretend she's stressed out over something else anymore.
I know she's not that open or nothin', but this is different than before. She's being perfectly normal to every other person but me.
... And Kiyomaro. Bastard. When I said I hoped she'd get a good boyfriend, I didn't bloody think it'd be him. Hell. I didn't think it'd be anyone I bloody knew since they're all boy lovers. But no, no no no, an "I'll think about it" wasn't good enough, even if at the time it SEEMED it, and she went and got herself a Kiyomaro.
Probably wasn't good enough. But hell, I'd feel better about her sudden dislike of me if she would at least TELL ME instead of doing what she's been doing and running off with Kiyomaro. Or did they publicly anounce it all while was I gone and they're just forgetting to tell me about it?
I mean fuck, even when she DID supposedly like me, she was never like that with me! Not by a long shot!
Why the hell did I leave? Or is it come back? ... Damn it. I should have stayed but now I don't want to leave now that I'm back. There's more than Ravyn here, even if she's the most important...
/Private
Hey, somebody tell me what the fuck happened with Zeon because even if he did bad shit he's like my little bro' and I have the bloody right to know and no one can bloody tell me otherwise, not even Mrs. Takamine over there.
I'm goin' t' the kitchens.
(mood reads as "impatient" except to Chopper and Luffy, strike is BARELY legible, "Mrs. Takamine" is completely illegible)
Private
You know what? This is so fucking confusing it's not even funny. First she comes barging into my life when I was ALL ready to stay in my happy magic-free Muggle life, and makes me wanna come back. She WANTED me back. Then. I wasn't blind enough to miss that. And then, when I do actually come back, it's like... I don't even know! At first I thought something was wrong - and something might be, who knows - but I know for sure that between the time she visited with Zeon and the time I came back, she must've developed some kind of dislike of me.
I mean... What the hell? At first I thought she was just being stressed over her OWLs, or other crap, and that makes sense. No, it made sense, before she and fucking Kiyomaro had a bloody love fest in that post. They could at least private that shit! Now I can't even pretend she's stressed out over something else anymore.
I know she's not that open or nothin', but this is different than before. She's being perfectly normal to every other person but me.
... And Kiyomaro. Bastard. When I said I hoped she'd get a good boyfriend, I didn't bloody think it'd be him. Hell. I didn't think it'd be anyone I bloody knew since they're all boy lovers. But no, no no no, an "I'll think about it" wasn't good enough, even if at the time it SEEMED it, and she went and got herself a Kiyomaro.
Probably wasn't good enough. But hell, I'd feel better about her sudden dislike of me if she would at least TELL ME instead of doing what she's been doing and running off with Kiyomaro. Or did they publicly anounce it all while was I gone and they're just forgetting to tell me about it?
I mean fuck, even when she DID supposedly like me, she was never like that with me! Not by a long shot!
Why the hell did I leave? Or is it come back? ... Damn it. I should have stayed but now I don't want to leave now that I'm back. There's more than Ravyn here, even if she's the most important...
/Private
Hey, somebody tell me what the fuck happened with Zeon because even if he did bad shit he's like my little bro' and I have the bloody right to know and no one can bloody tell me otherwise, not even Mrs. Takamine over there.
I'm goin' t' the kitchens.
(mood reads as "impatient" except to Chopper and Luffy, strike is BARELY legible, "Mrs. Takamine" is completely illegible)