025.Hello,Im terrible

[d___beattt]

Im unraveling and everyone is telling me that its just an illusion.

This last week has not been terrible by any slight chance,I did the things that I love with the people that I love,But right now I cant help but succumb to the guilt.

Today is my daddies birthday.
Im a terrible daughter.
I always have been.and I honestly never cared till recently

Comments

[___beau__ner]

guilt is a funny thing, you can rectify whatever originally made you feel guilty, and still feel guilty.

but seriously even with the potential sustainment of guilt, the only active way to assuage that feeling is to try and correct whatever made you feel guilty. or do a half ass job and tell yourself everytyhing is fine. that works for me most of the time.

[d___beattt]

I know that.Today things seem much more easy.but I was far under the influence and the guilt was making my chest hurt.

[lets_funk_]

=(
feel beturrrrrr

[d___beattt]

Thank you sweetheart