InnocenceFades66: wat would u do if u couldnt see the person ur extremely obsessed with ( Read more... )

im so used to being the way i am
i can't imagine being any different
or with anyone
or..a lot of things.
i feel insane sometimes.
it scares me.
i hate how only one person gets it.
i think?.
my life itn't that bad,
i just make it hard for myself.
i hate journals
but being vague is fun.
and not letting people comment

every opportunity is disappointing.
i do stupid things.
i have regrets.
i love darcy.
and chain smoking.
..(edited)

im too lazy to make my journal pretty yet.

this year sucks some mad cock.
but im friends with a lot of people i love.

ummmmmmmmmmmmm

my life isn't all that interesting.
and i never have anything to say,