This song leaks out onto the pavement ( Read more... )

I'm just sitting here really emotionally dead. My best friend is gone again. I seem to be alone yet again. Things have turned out to be very neutral lately. I don't want to feel anything other then love... for me that is hard. I seem to screw things up to much to be able to love again. Then again maybe things become screwed up because subconsiously ( Read more... )

Bah, They make me happy and sad and every other emotion you can think of. Anyways don't wanna getinto details but i'm drinking a diet coke right now *ick* and procrastinating my food making for senior issues. I'm making peanut squares cuz it was the easiest thing I could find. Actually the first choice was avacado milkshakes but I don't think those ( Read more... )

So yeah prom rocked, i'm a jack-ass but whatever school is almost over and I wont' be talking to alot of people anyways. Girl i went with was really nice and looked amazing. I should listen to friends more often LOL cuz they kept telling me I should go with her form the start. Anyways its sunday night and yeah it was a good time. We only were at ( Read more... )

Well I think i'm gonna start updating more now. Austin staying at my house this week. Enjoying it greatly because he is someone I get along with 100% Kind of like old times during the summer. Other then that i've really really started to HATE everyone but a few people. Only a few of the people I don't hate go to inglemoor, while the rest are in ( Read more... )

Well haven't updated for a very very long time. But things are going good in life. What else, umm yeah nothing really ( Read more... )

I would have updated yesterday on my B-Day but ya know what I was having to much fun. I woke up early and went out dirt biking on the bike I baught from my sis. KX 125 with enough mods to make it scary at times. It exhausted my body to such an extent. May drive down thursday after school and go riding for a bit. If anyone would like to go hit me ( Read more... )

So its really early or late you could say. And I haven't done any homework. I've been in such a good mood that I just dont' want to do it. All stupid busy work so I can get a grade so UW won't kick me out after i've been accepted lol ( Read more... )

People are fucking stupid and its great. I love how people lie just to try to get their way. I hear all these things that i have done in the past days and I haven't done any of em. Ok I showed like one person but he deleted it and thats it. People say I printed shit out and I was passing it around. Hella funny. Then they LIE out of their ass to ( Read more... )

Its such an action which seems like the right choice for me right now. I've caused so much pain which was never supposed to happen all because i'm a fuckin idiot. I seriously wish some kid would start a fight with me just so I could beat the shit out of something. No one really knows me and its amusing. All this talk of all these kids that can ( Read more... )