so today and this whole week in general has been way too stressful and overwhelming, really for no good reason, i have jsut been emotion as usual...but i guess life and school had been too easy for a little too long...my mom and dad have been super nice and supportive which is very comforting..a few incidents went down this morning that were really ( Read more... )

i miss my sisters so much...i don't really know why we are so close or how we got to be close but the fact is that we are..we are seriously eachothers best friends..and we have thee most fun with one another....really only within the past year have i realized how much they have influenced me and who i am...from little things like my favorite foods ( Read more... )

this weekend has been hellza chill..started off with some fine ass mother effers in Coach Carter..hot damn, i have never seen so many desirable men in my life..and, if you know me, then you know what made them all even that much more desirable and sexified...hahha...i was accompined by casey and mollie which was perfect, especially since we had my ( Read more... )

today was actaully much much better than i thought it would be..i think it is becuase of such the awesomly amazing weather..i woke up this morning and was basically jsut automatically in a good mood..it felt like summer and how could that be a bad thing in any way considering summer is THEE best time EVER! anyways..so once again i had an amazing ( Read more... )

so today i went to work at my temple for sunday school, like always..and at the end we have teffilah (a sevice thing) and the rabbi was asking the kids "what is something that you should only do when you want to?" and these two little like first graders say the best, most mature answer i had ever heard..they didn't even know how wise they were, ( Read more... )

independent?

i have asked a few people if they could describe me in own word, what would it be? inresponse i've gotten observant, glorious, and real. now, don't just through out any word, really think about it (if u want to) and then feel free to post the word that best describes me in a comment...it doesn't necissarily need to make perfect sense, it just ( Read more... )

" you don't know my inner thoughts..you don't know me at all, so stop pretending like you do" :)

i need someone to cuddle with..someone big, warm, and strong just to hold me, he doesn't have to be perfect, i don't like perfect, i like charming....that would be nice...if only...
p.s. a.k.a rupert if he was a 16 year old boy :)

so i was basically on my own today, completely alone, just me and rupert..sorta nice, sorta sad, sorta weird. My mom left for NY today for a week, and my dad had to take these classes for work. today i woke up, played with my puppy, watched tv, bawled (cried) while watching an amazing good queer eye for the straight guy, went to flamenco, tooked ( Read more... )