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[d_lev]

God damnit. I want it to go away. It won't fucking go away. It still hurts so god damn much. It's driving me fucking crazy. It always does. It has never stopped. It won't fucking stop. I can be perfectly fine one minute and the next minute I'm a nervous fucking wreck who can't even take a piece of gum from Joel, he has to unwrap it for me and

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hey

[anonymous]

Hey Daniel. I know it hurts and I know it drives you crazy, but it's not your fault, although I'm almost positive that you blame yourself..... and you shouldn't.You did everything right and she did everything wrong. You are such a great guy. You are the total package, more of a triple threat. You deserve someone to treat you the way you treated her. But that's it.... you have to let yourself let her go. You're too good of a guy to be alone, daniel. I know it hurts....

[anonymous]

Seriously Daniel, you said yourself it has been 4 1/2 months and she still doesn't return your feelings, and I honestly don't think she ever did. If you truly love her, then you won't ever stop. Real love doesn't just disappear, but you have to get over it. You can't let it run your life. She has moved on with another guy, and all you are doing is giving her the satisfaction that you are sitting there still swooning over her. So what if it was great for a while, she ended up treating you like shit. You need somebody who can return your affection and there are so many out there willing to do that! Decent girls that you let go by that might be great for you if you stopped moping and opened up your eyes. I understand it's hard. I've been through it, but it's time you stopped feeling sorry for yourself and did something with your life besides feeling sorry for yourself over something you have no control over. You can find someone better. There are plenty of tall, brunette girls with great personalities that would find you attractive- and

[d_lev]

I don't know who you are, but if you know me at all then you know I am trying, and have attempted to do so in the past and so far it has been to no avail.

[rimtism123]

time heals all wounds my friend. i don't see you much but i can tell you try to get over it. but don't live in regret. thats not going to get rid of the pain. keep it metal and keep throwing up those horns man, peace!

[anonymous]

Dude, you really need to get over her. She is not worth you killing yourself over it. You need to stop blaming yourself for the troubles yall had. It was not your fault. You just have to erase it from your mind. It isn't worth you going through this pain. There are plenty of girls that like you. You just have to open your eyes. Her memory is blinding you from seeing this. I didnt know you still felt like this. Just remember if you need to talk im there for you.

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no journal update in a while?

[amelia12]

daniel.... where is all of the updates and wonderful stories about your life. I thrive on this stuff man. Not to mention all of the cocky bullshit you TRY to make us believe. But I do find other people's business interesting...

Re: no journal update in a while?

[d_lev]

yes, because all of my posts on here are me being cocky. God damn, I try to give you some credit for the little intelligence you have, but it's so hard when you keep proving me wrong over and over again like this.