i fold. this is not worth it

my life has become redundant and mundane in the most outlandish way.

i've royally flushed my ace.


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i would do anyting to just not have to deal with life right now.. my mind can't take it

sometimes i just want to scream as hard as i can so then my insides compress and my lungs and muscles strain, because atleast then i'm feeling something real.

wow do i sound like i've gone mad?

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It's nuts here.. always is... more so now. i think my mom actually believed i just disappeared.. whatever... went to new york for the weekend .. it was cool. Life is overall amuseing though right now im exhausted. break is comeing which is cool i just wish it wasnt so long... cuz now when i go home it feels so slow and boring but i dont know... ( Read more... )

The wind waltzes with the leaves, twirling them to the ground. Peppering the walkway with bursts of crimson, jade, and gold. Soon they will all crunch beneath my feet as the wind stings my nose and the cold brings blush to my cheeks. There is no season like fall.

well the first couple days were hellish.. its getting better.. sorta. i still miss everyone but its not as bad. im stressed over classes slightly but .. i'll figure it out. i had modern dance today... it was delicious.. into to media tomorrow... my favorite class, we are watching goodnight and goodluck. i got out of my comp programming class.. ( Read more... )

Well the first day sucked cuz it poured and then we got stuck in the "rack" cuz our street was flooded and the buses couldnt get us over to our dorm ( Read more... )

camping was pretty awesome.. best part was smores, capture the lantern, and scary ass walks in the woods in the middle of the night ( Read more... )