Memories in the Rain
Title: Memories in the Rain
Author:daan73
Rated: NC17
Summary:
Noah reminisces about the pas
Written for the rain challenge
Kind of dark i guess but like i said dont ask me where it came from
Noah reminiscing about the past
Birgit thanks <3
Cindy without you no story you rock! You are amazing thanks for the super quick and amazing beta as always <3
Noah walked out into the streets of Oakdale, his head miles away, wondering what he was thinking coming back here.
What in the world made him come back to this place? Back to Luke…to the people who once were considered his family.
He knew he would always be a part of them, but too much had happened. He had made mistakes, Luke had made mistakes,
but for some reason they hadn’t been able to get a grip on their life again.
Oh they’d tried…they really tried. After losing his sight and regaining it again. After Luke had his thing with Reid. They’d gotten back together but it just didn’t work. There was too much damage. It felt like the only thing they did was damage control. There was no spontaneity anymore, no instant joy.
Or perhaps that was the problem. Their wordless connection they’d always had from the moment Noah had walked in to WOAK studios was gone. Noah would have given the world to have that back.
He walked trough old town not even noticing it had started to rain. He just kept walking he walked and noticed the signs of the once familiar shops. He saw the Java sign and he walked the path leading towards Al's.
There it was…their bench…just like nothing had happened. Like years hadn’t passed. It was still standing there secured in concrete. Which at one time, he would have said the same of his relationship with Luke. Strong as concrete.
He could rested, sitting on it for a while running through his memories Luke and him sitting here after his college trip
to Rome cuddled up together. Him and Luke fighting over Brian and for some reason that brought him back to their first time. He remembered that it was all set up perfectly, New Year’s Eve and they would make love for the first time.
And then it all changed. They’d made a mess of that evening. Him and Maddie, Luke and Brian. It had been agonizing.
Noah didn’t notice that his tears mixed with the rain drops flowing from his hair. He remembered feeling like his world came to a stop the moment he found out that the love of his live had betrayed him.
He let his gaze run over the closed shops and his eyes were drawn to that spot. He remembered it perfectly.
He could still map it out, that spot where Luke made him so mad that he couldn’t control himself anymore. He was mad but also so frustrated about everything. Luke for betraying him, his father for making him the way he did and mostly of himself for letting others control his actions.
e set out for Luke, grabbed him and kissed him with all built up anger, frustration and love he was feeling, because that was the way it was. He loved that guy, had loved him for as long as he could remember. They had run to Luke’s house, kissing, groping and made their way up to Luke’s room.
He’d made clear that he wasn’t scared anymore as Luke was saying before. He was ready for this and had been ready for a long time.
They tore of each others clothes, not really wanting to wait any longer. Noah pulled Luke down on to the bed, looking in his eyes seeing that it was really happening, that this was real. They were real.
He looked into the eyes of the man laying below him, wordlessly asking what he wanted and Luke didn’t answer. He just spread his legs so Noah could fit between them. The only thing separating them were their boxer-briefs.
Noah kissed his way down Luke’s chest, petting him softly. He caressed Luke, kissing his nipples and his hands made quick work of their briefs.
He wanted to be gentle but they had waited for so long and from Luke’s reaction Noah knew he also was excited.
“Luke,” he spoke. “I don’t want to hurt you but I want you…god I want you so much.”
“Then take me Noah. It’s long overdue.” They smiled and relaxed at the same time gently, caressing each others now naked bodies.
“Make love to me Noah.” Luke said with a sweet voice. “Teach me and guide me. Show me that this is real…that we’re real.
And that did it for Noah. He pulled the cap off the lube that they managed to grab and tossed on the bed and gently prepared Luke as quickly as he could.
He managed to get him as open as possible and lubed himself up quickly he pushed in gently, giving Luke time to adjust. But Luke just smiled and pushed back a little.
“You seem to forget I experimented a bit bubby,” he whispered. That did it for Noah. He pushed in till he was balls deep into the man he knew he would love forever.
They moved in tandem pushing back, up and down, finding a perfect rhythm and it was all over too soon. They gazed into each others eyes when they let go, Noah pulling Luke into his orgasm and the tightening of Luke around him set Noah off, emptying everything he had into his love.
Yes it was over quickly but they shared a look that said there will be more to come. A lot more.
It had stopped raining softly and now the rain was pouring down on that figure on the bench. He made a movement to stand up and
had been so lost in his thoughts that he hadn’t noticed a figure sitting down beside him.
"You came back," were the softly spoken words and Noah turned looking into hazel-brown eyes. Eyes that belonged to the only man he had ever loved.
"Luke.” It was a whisper. He couldn’t believe his eyes. "What are you doing here? You’re not supposed to be here."
"Noah. You know I couldn’t stay away. We are so not done, and you don’t need me to tell you that I’m right ."
Noah just looked at him, thinking about the memories that had consumed him for god knows how long while he was sitting here in the rain.
"No Luke, you’re right we’re not done, not by a milestone."
He grabbed the hand of the man he had loved for over a decade and they stood and just looked. They started to laugh seeing their soaked bodies and turned and ran, ran as if the devil were chasing them............( and perhaps he was).
Author:daan73
Rated: NC17
Summary:
Noah reminisces about the pas
Written for the rain challenge
Kind of dark i guess but like i said dont ask me where it came from
Noah reminiscing about the past
Birgit thanks <3
Cindy without you no story you rock! You are amazing thanks for the super quick and amazing beta as always <3
Noah walked out into the streets of Oakdale, his head miles away, wondering what he was thinking coming back here.
What in the world made him come back to this place? Back to Luke…to the people who once were considered his family.
He knew he would always be a part of them, but too much had happened. He had made mistakes, Luke had made mistakes,
but for some reason they hadn’t been able to get a grip on their life again.
Oh they’d tried…they really tried. After losing his sight and regaining it again. After Luke had his thing with Reid. They’d gotten back together but it just didn’t work. There was too much damage. It felt like the only thing they did was damage control. There was no spontaneity anymore, no instant joy.
Or perhaps that was the problem. Their wordless connection they’d always had from the moment Noah had walked in to WOAK studios was gone. Noah would have given the world to have that back.
He walked trough old town not even noticing it had started to rain. He just kept walking he walked and noticed the signs of the once familiar shops. He saw the Java sign and he walked the path leading towards Al's.
There it was…their bench…just like nothing had happened. Like years hadn’t passed. It was still standing there secured in concrete. Which at one time, he would have said the same of his relationship with Luke. Strong as concrete.
He could rested, sitting on it for a while running through his memories Luke and him sitting here after his college trip
to Rome cuddled up together. Him and Luke fighting over Brian and for some reason that brought him back to their first time. He remembered that it was all set up perfectly, New Year’s Eve and they would make love for the first time.
And then it all changed. They’d made a mess of that evening. Him and Maddie, Luke and Brian. It had been agonizing.
Noah didn’t notice that his tears mixed with the rain drops flowing from his hair. He remembered feeling like his world came to a stop the moment he found out that the love of his live had betrayed him.
He let his gaze run over the closed shops and his eyes were drawn to that spot. He remembered it perfectly.
He could still map it out, that spot where Luke made him so mad that he couldn’t control himself anymore. He was mad but also so frustrated about everything. Luke for betraying him, his father for making him the way he did and mostly of himself for letting others control his actions.
e set out for Luke, grabbed him and kissed him with all built up anger, frustration and love he was feeling, because that was the way it was. He loved that guy, had loved him for as long as he could remember. They had run to Luke’s house, kissing, groping and made their way up to Luke’s room.
He’d made clear that he wasn’t scared anymore as Luke was saying before. He was ready for this and had been ready for a long time.
They tore of each others clothes, not really wanting to wait any longer. Noah pulled Luke down on to the bed, looking in his eyes seeing that it was really happening, that this was real. They were real.
He looked into the eyes of the man laying below him, wordlessly asking what he wanted and Luke didn’t answer. He just spread his legs so Noah could fit between them. The only thing separating them were their boxer-briefs.
Noah kissed his way down Luke’s chest, petting him softly. He caressed Luke, kissing his nipples and his hands made quick work of their briefs.
He wanted to be gentle but they had waited for so long and from Luke’s reaction Noah knew he also was excited.
“Luke,” he spoke. “I don’t want to hurt you but I want you…god I want you so much.”
“Then take me Noah. It’s long overdue.” They smiled and relaxed at the same time gently, caressing each others now naked bodies.
“Make love to me Noah.” Luke said with a sweet voice. “Teach me and guide me. Show me that this is real…that we’re real.
And that did it for Noah. He pulled the cap off the lube that they managed to grab and tossed on the bed and gently prepared Luke as quickly as he could.
He managed to get him as open as possible and lubed himself up quickly he pushed in gently, giving Luke time to adjust. But Luke just smiled and pushed back a little.
“You seem to forget I experimented a bit bubby,” he whispered. That did it for Noah. He pushed in till he was balls deep into the man he knew he would love forever.
They moved in tandem pushing back, up and down, finding a perfect rhythm and it was all over too soon. They gazed into each others eyes when they let go, Noah pulling Luke into his orgasm and the tightening of Luke around him set Noah off, emptying everything he had into his love.
Yes it was over quickly but they shared a look that said there will be more to come. A lot more.
It had stopped raining softly and now the rain was pouring down on that figure on the bench. He made a movement to stand up and
had been so lost in his thoughts that he hadn’t noticed a figure sitting down beside him.
"You came back," were the softly spoken words and Noah turned looking into hazel-brown eyes. Eyes that belonged to the only man he had ever loved.
"Luke.” It was a whisper. He couldn’t believe his eyes. "What are you doing here? You’re not supposed to be here."
"Noah. You know I couldn’t stay away. We are so not done, and you don’t need me to tell you that I’m right ."
Noah just looked at him, thinking about the memories that had consumed him for god knows how long while he was sitting here in the rain.
"No Luke, you’re right we’re not done, not by a milestone."
He grabbed the hand of the man he had loved for over a decade and they stood and just looked. They started to laugh seeing their soaked bodies and turned and ran, ran as if the devil were chasing them............( and perhaps he was).