mindless melancholy

[dabloodyenglish]

i feel so confused. i've been working my ass off to bring my grades up to pass this school year and i got a job, but for some reason instead of feeling good i feel empty. im starting to think if this is why i started not caring at all. getting good grades doesnt even bring me the slightest satisfaction, so why do i even bother? i dont care. i just

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[plaidskoogrl]

i'm feeling the same thing but for different reasons i guess. i wish i could help but how can i expect to help anyone when i can't even help myself?

[darkgoddess6]

Jeff I know you feel like you wanna drop out but dont. Idk I havent known you for very long and I'm sure you probably won't even take any consideratiion into this comment, but for the record...

I think that you getting your grades up, turning in your work, and getting yourself a job is a great thing. Maybe it feels like your empty because this is all new to you? Maybe your just so used to having not so great grades, and no money for yourself that u've earned by yourself. I think you should let this whole job and good grades thing settle in before you do something drastic or make any big changes. It's so great that you want to write or whatever it is exactly that you wanna do with your life, so dont settle for being a KFC manager! (please! lol) I know you, and your a smart kid jeffy poo! Don't give up on yourself just because you're feeling empty now. Give it some time to settle in ok!?! Remember, I'm always here...for moral support and being your partner on Chemistry projects that you never want to do work on! :-P <3 midget/