There. I just poured my heart out onto three sides of loose-leaf.

And now I WILL initiate conversation. After all, I need to make plans to give you my letter. And you need to know about it before I chicken out and tear it everything I wrote into shreds.

Here goes..

Planning this fucking Toronto trip is so frustrating. What do I do with the 17 free hours I get to spend there, besides meander aimlessly? The fucking busses cost $2.75. What the FUCK ( Read more... )

It's 3AM ( Read more... )

I can't say I feel much better now but at least you're talking to me and I guess that's a start..

Ugh I didn't realize I fucked up so bad with my stupidity.

Maybe we just need to get through today and end this shitty weekend. Tomorrow's another day, another week.

I just hope I didn't lose you.

I'm going to go drive nowhere. Maybe I'll get lost. I don't even care.

I just got my head torn off by the most important person in my life ( Read more... )

I hate this lack of cable and internet. It drives me NUTS ( Read more... )

I hate my life right this very second ( Read more... )

Have I ever mentioned how much I CAN'T. WAIT. TO. MOVE. OUT ( Read more... )

You know what's awesome about text messages ( Read more... )